Rosemary beetle! Metallic rainbow sheen?? ERK
When I am bored my fingers will automatically type in he sites I used to visit regulrarly.
I'll get half way through "4ch" or "redd" then realise, good things don't happen there and stop. Going to Mastodon or Twitter or instead.
I guess one day i'll start typing "twi".
self care, heart rate stuff, chores Show more
I had a bath, and that made me feel a bit stronger. I took my HR when i got out and it was 120??? and Id taken a beta blocker like 20 mins ago. i brought the recycling bin in finally and took the rubbish out, massive relief. I think someone pointedly put our wheelie bin outside our flat?? it usually lives in the bin shed. dunno.
rejection sensitive dysphoria Show more
Ive written this just off the top of my head, one of my troubleshooters to go in the back of my bullet journal. think it is probably overly specific to my immediate feelings & needs refining. I also dont have any remedies/solutions for it. but it's a start. https://mastodon.social/media/WIfiNQQhuVWCb_lUl1U
I need to draw a cool beetle or bug - I've done a few shield/stink bugs...any suggestions?
'How am I going to try to stave off default feelings of worthlessness today using the energy I have available?' - mornings
This hooded wolfy scarf thing is really really gigantic. I'm going to have to reduce the hood size. I'm mostly making it up as I go along. Just in time...for...spring....oops
bleh I think my macbook has completely died! Will put some geckos'n'beetles originals up for sale when I get my sh*t together & some prints...uh...when I can access a computer to edit the scans I guess?? To raise money for a computer so I can draw digital anthro stufffff
I think perhaps that taking this via Tumblr has knocked the contrast up a little too much. But here's an attempt at a scan, anyway!
Whew life is exhausting. Not as exhausting as not living life bc of fatigue though.
I'm drawing a leaf tailed gecko today, they're so cool :3
I need to draw a cockatoo anthro and a capybara now too. I am currently obsessed with cockatoos.