Damage (Carapesque) @Damage@mastodon.social
Wordy ADHDer. UK, she/they, carer, made in the 80s. Depression ofc. I draw shiny creatures.
An panda and some sketches. Anxiety was pretty bad today, just vague dread & guilt. Been watching TV and drawing!
Goodnight friends! A browbeaing blaze of glory today. The heat was crystaline, hard & heavy, impossible to escape. Even well after dark the air has a simmering tarmac & dry stone smell of warmth.
I couldn't resist the lure of the full green furnace of june, so we took a walk around the pool. We saw herons—slender & blue-backed above the water, executioners w/modelling side-gigs.
May we see the unique value that we can give to the world today, & believe in our ability to fulfil that potential!
Looked at some photos of pandas today and was surprised at the expressions I could pull out ^_^
Any advice for someone on a newly formed "diversity council" which includes my boss who is so anti-diversity but believes she is awesome? I feel really stuck. I was personally invited to be part of this group but if my boss is there, I'm not sure I can take part. But I have looked forward to this for the last year and now I'm sad. Thoughts?
I'd like to make an art patreon at some point but I need to know I can be at least a little bit consistent first!
Draaaaaws. time lapse of the succulent here: https://www.instagram.com/p/BkaIJncADsy/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=yl47907cxiaf
Plants are hard!!! Birds next.
Buy stuff 'ere: spideronasnail.co.uk
Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and pockets big enough that they can comfortably fit a Kindle in there.
I woke up at 4am & couldn't get back to sleep. Plagued by worries. I kind of want to try a meditation at a new Buddhist centre today but it's scaaryyyy.
I realised today that when I try to correct my self punishment/hatred I try to really *feel* compassion for myself. And that's hard and I often feel that I've failed. But i realised that I don't need to *feel* love for myself or even that I don't hate myself, to begin with. I only have to not actively punish or hurt myself, or gently correct myself when I do. Even if it just feels like lip service. I'd do the same for anyone else.
Bram Stoker's Spatula
@Damage omg I just realized there's a place that sells doors on the right. I THOUGHT those doors didn't go anywhere...
@Damage I want a joust machine instead of a grave marker
All visitors who don't beat my high score are subject to haunting
Shopping for a headstone? Why not take a look at some bespoke arcade machines too
How should we advertise our college?
YES! ANIMORPHS
I should probably try to find places locally to run a stall or exhibit my art or something. Or network. Blep.
Pitcher plant and blue eared sparrow original drawings up for sale :)
https://www.spideronasnail.co.uk/product-page/original-drawing-blue-eared-sparrow
ODIN (lines)
Work is coming along with this image.
Made live at: www.twitch.tv/oabnormal
