Tumblrs can be pinterests imageboards boards that no one on facebook gets alerted to, so of course I still update them muchly (as opposed to my pinterest board which died the year pinterest went live I think) Until yahoo croaks;
<--last one is the porn one
(it's tumblr after all <3)
Ruminations on own Accomplishment/Capitalism Show more
Had thought for so long hardworking parents deserved prosperous children! But most of MY family's wealth has been from my grandparents; my own parents look down on so many kinds of work they've never experienced. I'm happier living with, giving to and supporting friends. I don't know how to be real Robin Hood, but having love to give in life has made me feel whole. I'm overdue for bootstrapping and un-NEETing myself. But perspective, couldn't be bought
Ruminations on own Accomplishment/Capitalism Show more
When I was very wee until I was somewhere in my 20s, my greatest drive was becoming financially independent and successful. My biggest fear was stagnancy, dependence or failure. I noticed myself judging those who had no ambitions or achieved little and later in life. But this judgement eventually disgusted me. I wanted MORE to relate better to others' lives. I'd been fortunate from birth but not emotional stability. Eventually I instead judge my family
There's just many life lessons you get to be less easily trusting or sympathetic methinks.
Antfarm in a Giant's House Dream Show more
Finding ourselves in an elaborately big, almost palatial house with either just-too-big or just-too-small furniture a la Goldilocks, but there were no doors or way to escape the building. After extensive observation through all the windows et cetera, realizing it was a human Ant Farm extending through many rooms installed near the ceiling molding of a Giant's abode. They weren't like demigods, they were just rich?
Guardian Animal Maze Dream Show more
Lil brother and I were stuck in a maze of green houses that was filled with animals~ mix between Pokémon and MonHon, friendly and foe. Only when we looked closely for the SMALLEST critters we found our "daemon"-his a toad, mine a salamander who was very snakelike. Daemons melded with us as living tattoos we talked to and gave us powers to destroy bigger beasts we were coming across. My sad guilt at ripping apart a colossal Python gave my daemon some mark/a power-up?
Art Preparatory School Dream Show more
Inside an odd square building, just 4 long halls connected at their corners with 4 large corner auditoriums. The walls were covered with work of classes imitating one Artist's style or practicing one technique. I was a class clown DUMB student who floated around like a balloon? Spa-sauna was the teacher's lounge. Many jokes I wanted to wake to write down but understood were funnier in dream only. Reminded of a series started writing cuz I've had too much Art College;;
Roommate: All Cops Are Bastards
Roommate: And the FBI are cops
Roommate: Mulder and Scully are Bastards
Me: >:O >:O >:O
*heretical upset squawking!!*
Do you have any podcasts you are really into now, anyone? I need something to mix into my many, many political casts (mmm crooked.com) or I might become a little too bitter. McElroys are great but anything else in their orbit or beyond? Fact talk, queer talk, art talk, living talk; anything's good!
(Oh Ragnarok is out on DVD later this month awwwwww yis. Well, still ought plan to see Black Panther then woopwoop.)
Saw "Shape of Water" for the third time, and I really know I need to see other movies that are out, Thor Ragnarok notably? But emotion and adoration WINNING over pointless competition and people trying to impress... mmm I need it. The quiet fish love is HEALING.
It's terrible to wish you were handicapped in any ways but I recall wishing I was mute MUCHLY when I was younger. I wanted a reason not to answer, to ignore, to focus myself so keenly somewhere else. Not a considerate wish, but was true.
Stock Market Schadenfreude Show more
Deleted earlier toots as the market recovered a bit (and didn't really crash, persay) but I expect it to plummet or get volatile for the next three years.A LOT. Forever up under this administration especially is such a fantasy and not the REAL economy! It's not just Republicans and companies that can see the DOW like my Dad seems to act like, and people can do math who's getting what tax breaks. I don't know, I just hate the 24/7 gambling rigamarole stocks is. So. Much.
*has the house alone to themselves for the first time in half a year, and for two weeks* :O
...*immediately invites over a friend who can telework-from-home for the first week* :B
I'm afraid I'd sleep too much without company otherwise! Inspired by puppy's behaviours and the sprinkling of snow again lol
Anyhoo my pup slept curled next to me on the futon all night and didn't wet the comforter at ALL so I'm gonna spoil her all day for being well-behaved/a better health senior self~
Know I'm a weirdo but I still wish I could have built a beetle box bone cleaning contraption for dead animals in our tiny yard, except the kids next door run through the space way too much. Roomie scolded me too much anyways. Might put next unfortunate creature just on the other hillside of our back fence though.
I like where we live 'cuz there's no way it could be haunted -- if I saw a ghost I'd be like "you're just one block over too far the graveyard is RIGHT THERE wispyfolk" mm mmm.
Over the weekend there was a deceased raccoon who'd been hit by a car on the sidewalk and I, while wearing GLOVES, picked up its mostly frozen body and hoisted it over the cemetery fence saying a kind of prayer for it. Raccoons mean TOO MUCH to me, but like I argued to roomie, 'woulda done the same it was a cat or a dog. Pedestrian side not nice; cemetery side appropriate + used to dealing with wildlife.
Also collected purple deicing salts and sprinkled em on our front stoop. Rituals.WEATHER >:C
Does this exist for the Google cloud? I hate the cloud, I refuse the cloud. I don't need things accessible only when online/near wifi. I don't trust Google for all Docs I won't trust it for all img. Do you know how annoying it is for artsfolk or editing that iOS doesn't save individual image files but shoves them into one PHOTOS app that nothing else can read or export from unless you basically e-mail the images to yourself? It's bad. I hate, so much.
**Thirty-something enby yells at Cloud**
An APP I'd adore;
Image sorting program for directories that connected to the internet and could use Google's reverse-image source recognition algorithms to a) rename the file something very relevant b) add even more metadata and tags to it for easy future finding and categorization in sub folders. Good for if you horde images like me or for better use of personal reaction pics etc. I have. So many imgs. Too many. Lots of lost art that may not exist anywhere but the wayback machine either!