The event only begins tomorrow and lasts till Sunday so now I'm again having to choose if to.... Redo the whole thing again, then my return tickets wouldn't be wasted... This is melting my brain because I kind of really don't want to go back to where I'm currently still traveling back home from. Just teleport me to England ffs
It's as if today didn't happen, except that it did and it took a physical and emotional toll on me
@Gargron sorry to hear about how your day is going 😔 it'll all be okay in the end! Hugs ❤️
@Gargron hey dude, wish I could offer more help than just empty words.
Take a moment to breathe, just breathe.
I hope you do make it, you'll have fun. If not, please don't beat yourself up; we all have limits.
Look at what you've built. That took some courage.
You have more strength that you realise.
@Gargron hey man. just sending you some comfort vibes. i see your problem and know exactly what it’s like. i could’ve done the exact same, and probably would have, a few years ago. (now, i’d just have declined from the get-go)
don’t be too hard on yourself, mate. there’s no rulebook on how much a toll things are on everyone of us. what’s easy for one, is insurmountable to the other. and that is perfectly valid.
@gargron
It sounds like you had a shit day, that's ok, everyone has those every once in a while. It is totally ok to be bummed out about it.
As long as you keep reminding yourself that better days are coming around again too.
We humans are just sacks of meat, filled with hormones and other systems, that are easily disturbed. Sometimes I just feel bummed about everything for a few days for no apparent reason at all.
Guess what I'm trying to say is, please be kind to yourself.
@Gargron Time for the coding rabbits to take a little rest 😃 https://social.coop/media/XyA6Ix_UlfP_DPfERN8