Having a great time in the ER. I am so blessed to be, yet again, not getting the treatment I need and am teetering on death and hearing about all the medications and treatment I can't have.

every damn time they shove an IV in my hand in the ambulance for no reason and never use it

Discussions about today and what landed me in the hospital can be tomorrow. I'm exhausted and just want to curl up with cats and sleep.

I slept for a whole 5 hours. The cats let me sleep in. I can't believe I'm have to tell you about the fire department assholes again. Here is the last time it happened: https://youtu.be/f5XTrGsRA7Q

@GinnyMcQueen
I can totally empathize with how anxiety amps up specific conditions like asthma and vertigo .. yay me I have both but luckily not badly but if I start having a anxiety attack during either the outcome is usually negative

@Zaphodbblx I had to sit through hours of paramedics, nurses, doctors, all telling me "You just need to breathe slower. You need to calm down." AFTER they knew I have anxiety and panic disorder and could clearly see what was happening if they knew anything about... you know... medical shit.

@GinnyMcQueen I totally get ya' . my panic attacks stack. so I'll start off with mild unease and my cabasa will find things to stack on top of that unease till I'm literally pacing the floor so I won't scream or burst into tears (not super manly)
my vertigo is (from what I've been told by Drs and such) really mild and I can still usually even drive unless that is I start "panic stacking". I've found CBD to be very helpful for anxiety.

@Zaphodbblx Same! CBDis great, but still expensive. Everything costs enough to be a problem for me.