KaYnE @KaYnE@mastodon.social

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I've actually practiced imagining a harmless character behind me instead of a threatening one, and sometimes I imagine myself as scarier than whatever is behind me, so they would be stupid not to fear me more than I fear them. It might sound dumb, but it's just something I've done, playing with my mind, if it's allowed to fuck with me, I can fuck with it back. Usually I just tell myself there is nothing there and just rinse my hair. lol

You know the line from the song "Somebody's Watching Me" by Rockwell "When I'm in the shower, I'm afraid to wash my hair, cause I might open my eyes to find someone standing there." Since I was a kid, when I am in the shower and I am rinsing the shampoo out of my hair (not every time, just sometimes) I do get an urge like there is someone behind me in the shower and usually I tell myself it's nothing, but sometimes when I can't resist the urge, I wipe my eyes and look, and of course, nothing.

The one thing I haven't mentioned yet, that I have experienced, are seeing what appear to be human figures standing in doorways, where they're kind of peeking out from behind the door frame. I only see them out of the corner of my eye, in my peripheral vision, and if I try to look directly at them, there is nothing there.

I've also experience sleep paralysis twice and false awakenings many times.

It only lasted as long as I was semi-conscious, because I was about to fall asleep when I experienced this. But because I heard the voices, I became more aware of what I was experiencing and tried to listen to what they were saying. I felt mild fear because the experience was so strange and so vivid, it didn't feel imaginary, it felt real. But when I tried to focus on their voices, it stopped. I woke up and was literally afraid to go back to sleep.

One night, as I was falling asleep, I saw a tunnel. There was a dim light at the end but I never actually saw the light. I could only see the walls but light was shining onto them and creating shadows from the ridges (it looked like the attached picture but all gray as if it were in black and white and the tunnel was always curving so never saw the end, only the walls). I heard voices which sounded like a radio or walkie talkie but couldn't understand what they were saying.

If it is just a false memory, why would I remember seeing it before? Wouldn't it just feel familiar? I'm willing to accept the scientific explanation over thinking I am seeing flashes of the future, but either way, I can't find an explanation that makes sense to me.

I was in history class, in high school, and the teacher had placed some kind of papers on the desk, can't remember what the papers said, but they were literally the color of highlighters, one was bright yellow, the other bright pink, and right as I sat at the desk, and looked across the room at that angle, and saw the papers on the desks, it triggered, and I knew I had seen it before. Sometimes in a sleeping dream, sometimes in a day dream. But how the fuck does it happen?

I've also had Deja Vu a lot in my life. When I researched it, they tried to say it is when your brain can't find a memory it can compare the present to or something, so it creates a false memory. My experience is more like "That's So Raven". I see a vision of the future, but it's only about 2-5 seconds worth of vision, so when it happens, it passes quickly, and ends as I am telling whoever is next to me that I just had Deja Vu. There's one specific time it happened that I still remember clearly.

My mother said she saw a ghost of a woman, in a flowing white dress, floating in a tree one time. I wish I had more details than that. But I know my mother and don't think she is the type to lie about something like that. She's got nothing to gain and nothing to prove, especially by telling me, I am her son, and I am skeptical as fuck, but open minded to the possibility that supernatural shit does occasionally happen. I'd love to experience more of it myself, to know for sure what is out there.

I friend of mine who passed away a few years ago once told me he saw UFOs which looked like, he didn't say the word egg, but I visualize it as an egg shape, like oval shaped pink-ish, almost Caucasian skin colored ovals, which floated in the sky, then were gone in the blink of an eye. He claimed there were other people there who also saw it.

If you have any paranormal, supernatural, or just unexplainable personal experiences, please share them with me, I am incredibly interested and for some reason feel I can trust someone telling me a personal experience more than reading it somewhere and not knowing if it is just bullshit. You could lie to me, but I give you the benefit of the doubt. I've heard some crazy stories in my life.

I've felt things touch me which weren't there. Heard voices very close to me which weren't there. Even heard an explosion which sounded like it came from the back/right of my head, it sounded like when a transformer blows up. I googled it immediately to see if it was a symptom of anything, like a stroke or something, but I never came to a conclusion, and never had anymore symptoms. I've also had some really weird dreams before too.

At the store I work at, when there is nobody in the store, I hear the metal flaps where the trash cans are swing as if someone threw something away, but there is no one there. I hear people calling my name when there is no one there. One time, it's even on video supposedly, but I didn't see it myself, a coworker did who I trust, a sunglass rack we have, which spins for you to see them all, turned by itself when no one had touched it. All just a strange coincidence?

Another time, my brother and I were in the kitchen of my mother's house, the light was off, and in the corner, literally in the corner of the room, I saw a spark of some kind, my first instinct was that it was "ball lightening" but it didn't look like a ball. It didn't look like any kind of light hitting the wall through the window and as far as I could tell had no source from which it came. It literally looked like electricity, just there, in the corner, for a split second, then it was gone.

One time, I had a Savannah monitor as a pet. He was living in a homemade cage, which was built of wood and some wire/screen type shit. There was a phonebook sitting on top of his cage. The phone book appeared to jump off of his cage. As far as I remember (it was a long time ago) he didn't move, and didn't cause this to happen. I know that's the first assumption when hearing the details. I doubt he would have been capable of causing it to move like that. Never happened again.

I waited 15 minutes outside of the bathroom, for someone to come out, so I could go in and get my phone. I swear that I even heard someone in there. After waiting a while, I tried the door handle again, and it opened right up, I entered the empty bathroom and got my cell phone, embarrassed over what had just happened. So was it just my mind playing tricks on me when I heard someone in there? Was the handle messed up, why it didn't turn the first time I tried to open it? How do you explain that?

Once upon a time, I was at a Subway restaurant. I had to make a bowel movement. I went into the bathroom and did my business. When I washed my hands, I set my cell phone down on the towel dispenser. I dried my hands and went to the car. Then, I discovered that I did not have my cell phone, but remembered where I left it, and went back to get it. I tried to open the bathroom door, and the handle didn't turn, so I assumed it was locked, and that someone entered the bathroom since I was in there.

I guess we're all the same person and all that.