rambling
...But the truth is that I'm more afraid of making it a little bit and then finding out that I'm creatively trapped there, without any time in the day left to continue to improve and learn, than I am scared of just getting so damn good and efficient that I can have time in the day to do both.
Importantly, it's also my business and my life and if I want to be education/learning first, like, that's my decision.