Maybe i need to see a therapist or something

idk what's real anymore. I have the disturbing feeling of not being in a real life ? That i'm a fictional character and nothing really matters. I could stab myself and the next day i would wake up like nothing happened. Part is saying the contrary of course but it's the quiest and the coldest part. The loudest part, wich want to see me dead is vivid like a child I can't contain. This part wants to burst and put everything I've achieved on fire. I'm so scared but also so numb rn

can't say hi properly tho each time i'm about to burst 💀💀💀💀

i'm kinda lost rn idk how to talk to people anymore

La raison pour laquelle je me suis inscrite ici en mars ou avril (je sais plus très bien) c'était simplement pour échapper à mes quelques crises existentielles à la fac de cinéma. Maintenant que j'ai changé ça va mieux mais ça fait toujours bizarre de se dire que ça fait un peu moins d'un an.

Le temps que je retrouve mes repères ça va être compliqué 😑

I guess que beaucoup de gens sont partis :v

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