As posted on twitter here: twitter.com/vedia_lupae/status

Please help me and my family after moving expenses.

Click to Donate:
gofundme.com/help-me-and-my-fa

Sorry, I know I posted a Gofundme not too long ago -- I cancelled it before I got any funding and it is now inactive.

Honestly moving expenses have included far more than my CPU -- which itself shorted out shortly before the move.

We've been struggling financially while trying to stabilize after the move.

As posted on twitter here: twitter.com/vedia_lupae/status

Please help me and my family after moving expenses.

Click to Donate:
gofundme.com/help-me-and-my-fa

Sorry, I know I posted a Gofundme not too long ago -- I cancelled it before I got any funding and it is now inactive.

Honestly moving expenses have included far more than my CPU -- which itself shorted out shortly before the move.

We've been struggling financially while trying to stabilize after the move.

Finished my move to the Portland area! Things have been up and down with my fam, but now we are under one roof!

Trust me, you DON'T want to date a black hole.

Like you wouldn't believe how clingy they can get.

@Vedia_Lupae I know what you mean. Talking to people, keeping up with groups and stuff, it's too much. Every time I try hard enough to keep good tabs on everyone, I find I don't have any time for myself. And when I get too absorbed in doing things for myself, I find I've left behind everyone I want to engage better.

The balance, and the energy to maintain it, is brutal.

Then there's those that gave every indication they prized my company and I didn't show interest that I really did have...

I'm bad at communicating or finding that channel to begin really sharing and talking, and I wish I took the chance when I had it.

There's always been a thick barrier between me and others, and every time I tried to bring it down, I feel I get burned.

Many have proven themselves by me, and some I have dishonored by taking for granted. I feel bad about that.

But goddamn, I've seen people be grotesquely irresponsible with other people's lives and practically get away with it.

Kinda hurts, looking back, at how many wanted to use me. Or how many chose their preconceptions over me.

Then realizing a lot of it was 'cause they very probably didn't find me fuckable.

Sure, people will say "You're beautiful" for positivity, but that doesn't mean they necessarily find me attractive. And that would be fine, but then like I notice I don't get the treatment the more "attractive" people do, especially those that are complacent.

I just want an RPG where you can throw fireballs at the moon to temporarily turn it into the sun and lower a werewolf's defense.

(Or lightning to electrify metal floors, etc.. I just want the player to be able to aim their magic anywhere on screen so they can discover wacky strategies to use their environment to their advantage. :P)

It was a great time catching up with old friends, and it was great walking at Schmitz Park and at Alki beach.

But fuuuuuuuuuck.

I'm surprised I was functional after that.

Good evening everyone!

This is a call to anyone who is or may know a local electronic musician that's versed in synthwave/retrowave.

I'm looking to commission a theme song and soundtrack for use in a YouTube production that's along the lines of artists like Gunship, Dance With The Dead, and Miami Nights 1984.

Cheers and much gratitude!

Aaaah! At long last!

After nearly 12 hours of painstaking sewing on my precious wings. Three and a half months of manifestation total...

I've reached the most crucial stage of a fully reconstituted physical form.

Solve...

Et Coagula.

Now time to work my magic!

#Fursuit

Almost got into a car wreck. Someone sped past a stop sign, I'm just lucky I slammed on the brakes just in time.

They were going full speed. No slowing down at all. It would have been a nasty collision.

We are all okay. We had tacos and went home and otherwise it was a very wonderful day.

MH; Seattle area; Providers 

I've met people who would never truly understand me giving me a comfortable space where we could all relax together and watch The Munsters and it felt safe.

I've also met people where one feels uncomfortably distant, like some of the regulars just try to avoid noticing you're there much.

In-group, out-group.

There's the people in the group, the people who interface with the group, and the out-group.

I have never felt in-group save with my chosen family. I wonder if that's a blessing.

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