Patrick Monaghan @_manpat@mastodon.social

also hello I'm still here, but I'm mostly just looking at peoples cats

tinder just straight up called me out lol ouch

seems yesterdays uncharacteristic confidence boost was mostly wasted

ended up being completely ignored

slept for most of today and haven't done anything productive since I woke up

this sucks p bad

I know sleep deprivation is real unhealthy n all that, but after day two of virtually no sleep I feel way confident and have messaged a bunch of people I've wanted to for *ages*

is sleep deprivation my alcohol?
like, what better way inhibit inhibitions than to be too tired to care about inhibitions ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

that sounds mega dumb but who knows - I am v tired probably

got some iron/multivitamin pills today. lets see if it improves anything

ugh I've been super lethargic lately and it fucking sucks

I want to work on projects and apply for jobs but just end up pissing whole goddamn days away scrolling through twitter and facebook repeatedly

someone called me good looking and I got legit confused for a solid few minutes?

like, compliments on my appearance just don't really happen to me? beyond the extremely occasional 'cool hair/hat' anyway

I just don't know how to respond to that at all

what the hell do you say to someone that has to give away their pets?
like they're p clearly down about it and looking for some kinda comfort or consolation or smth?
but idk what to say that doesn't feel empty and insincere :(

finally got around to updating my damn CV - time to send an email asking for a job

how the fuck do you ask for a job again?

we all about þorns now?

oh no they misinterpreted my reply as a "haha that was fun and good you sure got me lol"

I could be a downer and correct em but that feels like a real dick move on my part

hey whuddup I got semi-trolled on tinder that feels good yup

I mean, it was creative so like, I can't really be mad but still

damn

time for some *new years pizza* yo

I haven't written any code or made anything for a few days and now I just can't be bothered to make anything. this is balls

huh. I don't think I ever watched S2 of attack on titan

guess I'm gunna do that?

well damn, today was a huge write off. hopeful that tomorrow will be way better tho

and special guest appearance from shoes without holes in them!

https://mastodon.social/media/avywVGzh6kBjuU3HdXo

truth be told my standard for nice clothing is pretty low (no holes) but damn if I don’t feel better than I did