Hatte diese Woche schon etwa 4 Mal ein MacBook in der Online Einkaufstasche. Aber den letzten Schritt traue ich mich nicht zu machen, weil das einfach so eine verrückte Menge an Geld ist. 😭

I've been having panic attacks when I'm in social situations, two this week. Today I feel like I was mashed and knead loosely back together. Cancelled all social interactions for the day. I feel worn out.

‪Gestern in einem Raucherlokal Konzert gespielt, heute Lungenkrebs.‬

It's just like me to get a panic attack on stage. 💁🏻‍♀️

I've actually kind of gone a long way in respect to reaching one of my top 3 goals for the next 3-5 years and this is a really fucking big deal for me. This year has brought a lot of shitty things with it, but I'm coming out on top.

Will eine Playstation kaufen nur für Fifa aber irgendwie wäre das auch Geldverschwendung idk

Gruppenpizzabestellungen in der Arbeit machen den Tag zum Wochenende für eine Stunde oder so.

In here are my deepest, most personal thoughts. There's a lot of joy. And months worth of probably the saddest I've ever been. I'm getting better day by day but I'm not yet brave enough to read back to those days when things were the worst. Out of fear of reliving it and breaking apart again. I'm only just starting to slowly heal. It's scary that a notebook can have that much power over me. But it's not the notebook, is it? It's my past, the truest form.

Holy shit I just wrote a good song I think

Happy weekend, here's a mellow Frank Ocean cover that appeals to me visually more than aurally. I tried. 🤷‍♀️

I deleted my Instagram App from my phone and will do the same with my Twitter app tomorrow. I am on leave all of next week and I am craving a detox of all that classic social network crap.

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Naja, wir würden ja auch jeder anderen Institution sowas durchgehen lassen. Das ist ganz normal. Schließlich geht es um... eine ausgedachte Geschichte und einen ausgedachten Typen, der uns alle erstellt haben soll. Das ist wichtig!! Dafür können schon mal ein paar Kinder herhalten!!

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