I've gotten zero closure from the way my relationship ended, and I hate hating Ryan.
So, I made this.
https://vimeo.com/315633255
@bluepurplerain did it help
I've written a lot about it because it's the catalyst for the past two years of my life, and I think I'm still trying to process some shit
but yeah it's a good reminder of the way we were and maybe I didn't waste six years of my life
@bluepurplerain my first relationship was 7 years long and even though it ended amicably I'm still processing some parts of it. I'm glad you're finding bits of closure where you can.
well you know... I am writing a book
and writing it is putting me through the fucking wringer emotionally, so hopefully by the time I finish it will all be good and processed
In case anyone is interested in listening to my playlist
https://open.spotify.com/user/bluepurplerain/playlist/1wFXI2RvSSlSrbcCpvMwZ6?si=IWMKRxB5SCGrfrGdqWsmFA