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The repeal of Net Neutrality will act as an accelerant in the animal-thought process. In five years most of us will be begging with optimistic and faithful eyes to be uplifted into Knights of Cyber, that we might better serve the interests of what we experience as the true nature of reality
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ME: No Fear
YOU: Algorithmic seeding and locking-down of ideology and desiderata will turn all attempts at thought into a complex of animal-like instincts, in service of whomever has the most seed capital; and thereby this animal-consciousness will be the cognitive basis of all likely posthuman forms
ME: One Fear
I love to innovate by rewriting open-source libraries to be more Lunch-focused
My main problem is that my arms are so big, when I do a T-pose I end up smacking into the mountains
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The one thing that makes me dissociate like hell? Hmm, gotta be my family members treating it as a Hilarious Joke whenever I cite the CIA's history of sponsoring coups and psyops, because to their intuition, there's no way the CIA could be behind SO MUCH STUFF,
Also their response of "where did you get this information" and I'm like "primary-source document dumps and socialist/independent analysts" and they're like "ah, so unverified fakenews bot accounts then"
Lately, whenever I am spinning up scenarios for futures studies, my main criteria for potential validity is, "How likely is this to make everyone into slime zombies"
2031: Dril gets bioplastinated into the shape of a Street Shark in a Turinese 4D-printer accident
"If you've ever noticed, the archetypal furry 'snout' is anatomically locked in a permanent smile - this belies that what you crave is merely an anatomical enforcement of happiness, which would thereby render the happiness meaningless"
Okay but have you considered: reading less Palahniuk
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Thinking about how my only totally inexplicable supernatural experience was that time I seemingly put out an electrical fire with my mind when I was a child, at a point in my life where I was being homeschooled, never left the house, and everyone in the house was being dominated by an angry alcoholic
Around then, I was getting full-body anxiety rashes, would lock myself in my room and hyperfocus on my belief that I was a demon, and play tons of video games
dont ever learn about computers, their history, how to code etc, because then youll see the massive gap between what they are and what they could be, and it will haunt you for the rest of your days
FICTION: The avatar of the collective unconscious will be a saintly, Lain-like figure
Huh... poetry people seem simultaneously horrified and intrigued by my use of ultra-cybernetic processes to end up with strong rhyming meter
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So my doctor discovered I've got a severe Vitamin D deficiency, which, when it gets this severe, tends to cause weird clusters of symptoms. This might be the cause of all the problems I've been having. I hope it is, at least.
Might also be toxic mold. Both mold and low-Vitamin-D cause the sort of symptoms I've been having, so especially if it's been both at once then that might explain everything.
Just took a Vitamin D drop and finally feel optimistic, despite still feeling crappy, whew
Feeling a lot more valid after I realized that literally everyone is mostly totally clueless, not just me
Still thinking about "The Gamers' Republic of Antarctica" - just a great setting, honestly
Abstract horror at the idea of doing too many postfurry bodmods before society has had time to adjust and ending up being legally declared a spambot and/or artificial cheese product