c.d.m. rørmose @body@mastodon.social

2020s philosophy will be like "drones are queer bodies, therefore queer people should be converted into drones"

Good: I just reorganized my desk so I can use a proper desk-chair, and I already feel so much better

Bad: I've now realized that my desk is bowing in the middle, which means my laptop is now slightly crooked at all times

Love to get a single unexplained bruise on my arm, a spotty unexplained rash on my other arm, and neck pain that was set off by an overly-aggressive bear-hug; and end up being fucking extremely paranoid about possible underlying conditions

Thinking about that time a couple months ago that I went out to do some random daily tasks with family, and my mannerisms were immediately Recognized by another queer person and we shared a knowing nod

So validating

My phone now has a fluorescent pink protector on it... been meaning to install that for a month and a half oops

Tomorrow: totally reorganizing my desk so I can start using an office-chair and stop destroying my spine on a couch

Now the question is: why doesn't Clear Notes work

Solved the problem: I'd confused "Erase While Held" with "Clear Notes" because their control-button chords are mirrors of one another, and my internal documentation is mirrored because the internal keypad system is mirrored but I keep forgetting which reference material is mirrored in which way

Seemingly completely unable to figure out why the new efficient-read-write system is refusing to erase notes :I

The drill scene from Pi but it's me trying to regain my hackerspace-culture self-confidence from 2012

I'm in a very "sincerely want to be a dragon taur" mood, which is extremely not actionable, and so instead I am thinking about ways to smash lambda-calculus into combinatorial-music-theory even though I'm bad at both of them

Youtube is now just straight-up recommending me videos of fascist-aligned troops conducting raids against New People's Army camps, ever since I watched some pro-NPA videos from redfish. Fucking gross

My previous long-term goals, such as "Foster the viability and user-friendliness of furry-tier bodmod tech" and "Develop cult deprogramming techniques for use on all of the cishets" have now been replaced by "Simply survive the Malthusian exterminationist futurism of the capitalist ruling-class"

Thinking my synthpop setup is gonna look like:
* Tine sequencer
* Microgranny
* Trinity Xor
* MPC500
* PreenFM2
* Mackie mixer

No keyboards, no laptops, no analog synths. This will make for maximum synthpop imo

Weird turnabout: The more I think about modular synths, the more I actually don't like the idea of them

dark souls is the star trek of depression

Hmmmmm maybe once I get around to selling my Ultranova (in a few days, fingers crossed) I'll buy the ingredients for a DIY PreenFM2 instead of a Blofeld

Having a 4x multitimbral FM synth sounds extremely useful. And I'll be able to make it bright pink and heavily-etched with weird drawings if I want to

The updates to this codebase, while absolutely necessary, created some new unusual show-stopping bugs in the note-memory system

All of the bugs are fixable, it's all just finite data juggling, but I'm still feeling like the slug queen of melt brain right now

Think I might have a cold, might just need to drink more liquids and get some sleep

When you're done hibernating... that's byebernating