c.d.m. rørmose @body@mastodon.social

Love to get bug-bites that become massive because my body has a bad reaction, and then scratch them because I've got a nervous picking habit and they're itchy as hell, which makes them even more irritated and itchy, to the point where the irritated areas wrap around both arms

(For context: the people who actually remodeled my childhood house just put a huge ugly garage on the front, blocking the cottage's facade; painted the whole thing puke-brown; and installed a massive flagpole at a diagonal angle on the front of that)

Dreamed that someone had remodeled my childhood house by pouring a wider foundation, extending both floors, and converting the attic into a beautiful room full of lamps and trinkets; and due to a clerical error, my family was forced to live there again. I discovered that there was a new finished basement, containing a feast of cakes and entrees - upon closer inspection some had bites taken out - and everyone was extremely embarrassed that I wanted to eat the untouched portions

Being a Bad Trans by talking about my sincere Furry IRL longings, and how they've gone from having a positive effect to an extremely negative effect as my faith in transhumanism-in-and-of-itself has gradually cratered

Human tailbone is fucking garbage

MY MIND: In tech, the only two people you can ultimately become are Twitter Jack or ciat-lonbarde
ME: ... that seems plausible, what’s the twist
MY MIND: <wind blows across the desolate landscape, refusing to resolve to any moral mechanism>

Fursona knuckle tats: IVE GAY

Oomph... I can't believe it... I can just Get More Sleep if I want to... I'm gonna go do that

And then start work on Tine's beta hardware files after I wake up !_!

Driving skills I still need to practice:
* Lane control
* Speed control
* Not cracking unfunny ironic jokes while the passengers are a captive audience

Feel like my most iconic moment on that Yellowstone trip was when I was driving 87 in an 80 zone and pretending my ass was talking in a Waluigi voice

Any identity-group that will likely be considered valid in the distant future, should be considered valid today. Otherwise we're admitting that our ethics are based on norms rather than inquiry.

As a nonbinary person who was kicked out of their first LGBT support group in 2009 for being "delusional" and "wanting to be special", but who is now regarded as socially and medically valid... I become instantly suspicious when the terms "delusional" and "wanting to be special" get applied to otherkin as well. Respectability-thought will always find someone new to call ridiculous. We need to break the cycle.

Talking about otherkin with the respectability-queers is an interesting exercise in applied cyclic history

Vacation update: My body is recovering from the massive number of mosquito bites now that I’ve gotten some sleep. Actually feel better after scratching open the bites on my arms and allowing the weird clear liquid at their centers to drain away, and then for scabs to form. Maybe I was being irritated by whatever residue was in there.

Highly dissatisfied with queer political culture and radical queer political culture, both for being so vocally opposed to the only form of socialist organizing to attain lasting revolutionary victories, and for being so willing to propagate the output of the capitalist ruling class’ propaganda machine on the subject just as long as it has either a respectable or a radical aesthetic

Subsequent update: even more insects on the door to the men's bathroom now, some of which are gigantic and awful

Also I have approximately 50 mosquito bites, and I am starting to highly suspect that I am either slightly allergic or have some other genetic factor that is giving me a similar reaction, and the consequence of this is that life has gained a kind of surreal fever-dream religious-vision timbre at the moment

Vacation update: Men’s bathroom door is covered in a swarm of insects and I don’t want to get caught in the women’s bathroom at midnight in a biker campground

(lookin at furry art) Wow... don’t these people know it’s really unhealthy, and against human nature, and in conflict with realistic futurism, and just plain old bad manners, to want to be anything more specific than an indistinct template that drives a truck? :/