I've just been sitting here obsessively thinking about how nullpatches are real now, like I wanted for the longest time. And about how extremely resistant my family is to even the idea that I might be queer, let alone to nonbinary identity, let alone to HRT or GRS. Oof. Sent my mother a long text about how bad her response has been to my attempt to come out. Not expecting any sort of reasonable response. Going to bed

@body If it helps any, remember that the transition you do between your legs doesn't have to be the same as the transition you do to the outside. Don't focus so much on the specific genital configuration as "transition," since that's not really the important part.