I guess part of the reason I am able to see this is because I no longer am forced to work wild hours away from people I can talk to. the moment I most considered taking my life was when I was in hotels, sleepless from travel, with fifty pitches on my mind, and making less than minimum wage. I am so grateful for the job I have now and the company I am in. I do the max amount of work, healthily. within my own limits. and I finish at dinner time. so grateful.