#introductions Hi, I'm Carli and I don't know how I ended up here, but I like it a hell of a lot better than Twitter, so I'm giving it an honest try. So far so good!
I mostly post nonsense/mysterious garbled text to entertain myself with and I talk about my cat (William Catner) often. I try to be one of the "cool nerds" but I am not. (HAHA, "LINUX" AM I RIGHT?? Oh god, I'm so lonely. Please give me internet friendship!)
So here's what's happened since the last time I tooted:
I quit my retail job.
I opened up a FB page for my art and am staying afloat by doing commissions. So far so good!
I'm working really damn hard getting my mental health in check. Not having to report to a soul sucking place every day is helping!
I cut off like 10 inches of my hair and went blooondeeee.
I'm going to audition to be a extra for Netflix's Lost in Space tomorrow morning lmao.
Some dumb dude I grew up with has been trying to get in contact with me/messaging chicks I haven't talked to since high school/a decade because of BAD BLOOD because he wants to know if my family's bakery is open/hoping to get free shit.
I was very curt in my reply to said high school girl. Bakery is closed. I no longer use social media. Goodbye!
People only talk to me when they want something and I'm not that pushover any more.
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I deleted some of my previous posts. I was in a very bad place yesterday, but I feel somewhat better today.
Weirdly enough, I stumbled on a post on Reddit last night (https://www.reddit.com/r/bestof/comments/8wlaix/utoltec123_explains_the_concept_of_emotional/) that talked about some things I never even considered to be huge and extremely detrimental to mine/EVERYONE'S mental health.
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I'm still having gnarly side effects on this Wellbutrin, but I'm not sleeping 15 hours a day and binging during waking hours, so that's an improvement I guess.
I'm also stuck in a anxiety ridden dream loop about work, which is making me realize that I probably need to quit and not just take this time off with hopes that I feel better enough to deal with the insane bullshit/abuse.
Since I am out of work for the next month and a bit, money is tight and I am in charge of feeding us. Cooking is really hard when you have depression and are too anxious to deal with regular grocery store folks, so I am planning on simple easy thing that will be healthy but also appease my very MEAT AND POTATE bf.
He can't eat beef right now, so it's a CHICKEN BONANZA!
It's windy where I live and I'm always itchy or cold. 32. Canadian. I don't know how I got here.
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