So, three months in, internet is still the fucking same. I've had IT in my room like three times trying to fix this shit and NOTHING has changed. WiFi is still shit and my ethernet doesn't work at all.

I'm getting sick of it.

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For some reason Mastodon won't let me upload a pic of the screen bit working, but you get the point.

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So, I've started university now (and updated my bio to reflect that :P).

The internet isn't great, 10 megabit up and down, compared to the 200/12 I got at home, and RDP and FTP don't work so I can't access my server like I used to, though thankfully DWService does work.

nothing quite like bursting into tears for no reason at your desk

don't get me wrong, i like doing that

but i wish i could do something different in the meantime

i want to try and make electronic music but i just...can't...

the best i can do is clone what people have already done into different kinds of software and that's starting to get boring now, i want to make my own content but i don't know where the hell to start

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i've said it before but i wish i had more to me than just being able to fix a computer

i wish i could draw, sing, dance, do fucking anything but stare at a computer screen sometimes

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like, just fuck off and let people use what they want to use

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people i hate:

people who constantly bash iPhones or Androids for no fucking reason other than to be an asshole

whatever 

In a call I just had, I had to repeat myself FOUR times to say something and in the end they didn't give a fuck anyway. I'm just fucking done with talking to people. Most of the time I have to stay conversations because no one wants to fucking talk to me otherwise, at least that's how it feels to me.

I don't know why I even bother anymore.

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whatever 

I'm fucking sick and tired of being abandoned when I'm playing games with other people

I try and play, people slowly leave me behind our another person drops in and everyone forgets about me. All the fucking time. So I sit there in silence for hours and no one even asks if I'm okay, I just get completely forgotten about. As if I don't fucking mean anything to anyone.

And then they have the audacity to say I should talk more. I fucking can't when everyone else talks over me!

whoops shit I forgot everyone can see my toots lol hello 👋

Installed Lubuntu on my ThinkPad X61 Tablet.

And of fucking course the Wacom tablet screen doesn't work on Linux. It does in XP without any drivers installed!

Assignment 1 complete of my college work, half of 2 and 3 to go...

...in THREE DAYS OH GOD

literally every fucking tweet apart from two that I can see on my twitter is E3

only ONE of them is tagged

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