So, three months in, internet is still the fucking same. I've had IT in my room like three times trying to fix this shit and NOTHING has changed. WiFi is still shit and my ethernet doesn't work at all.
I'm getting sick of it.
For some reason Mastodon won't let me upload a pic of the screen bit working, but you get the point.
don't get me wrong, i like doing that
but i wish i could do something different in the meantime
i want to try and make electronic music but i just...can't...
the best i can do is clone what people have already done into different kinds of software and that's starting to get boring now, i want to make my own content but i don't know where the hell to start
i've said it before but i wish i had more to me than just being able to fix a computer
i wish i could draw, sing, dance, do fucking anything but stare at a computer screen sometimes
like, just fuck off and let people use what they want to use
In a call I just had, I had to repeat myself FOUR times to say something and in the end they didn't give a fuck anyway. I'm just fucking done with talking to people. Most of the time I have to stay conversations because no one wants to fucking talk to me otherwise, at least that's how it feels to me.
I don't know why I even bother anymore.
I'm fucking sick and tired of being abandoned when I'm playing games with other people
I try and play, people slowly leave me behind our another person drops in and everyone forgets about me. All the fucking time. So I sit there in silence for hours and no one even asks if I'm okay, I just get completely forgotten about. As if I don't fucking mean anything to anyone.
And then they have the audacity to say I should talk more. I fucking can't when everyone else talks over me!
Hello. I'm Aidan - a uni student in the UK that spends time dabbling with computers/games. Also on twitter if you like inferior social media sites. @cleanycloth
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