Clinking Dog π @clinkingdog@mastodon.social
Stories, games, indiepop and synths.
Games at my alt: @clinkingdog
Also exist (barely) at:
https://soundcloud.com/flixography
https://go.twitch.tv/Blackrat_TV
Also tho I should definitely go to bed. But making nice sounds is fun times :)
In other news if anyone knows any good Mastodon instances for synthpop / indiepop music-making, lmk. At the moment I'm just spamming here which doesn't feel ideal :)
Working on a cover and I kinda want to use the Circuit sequencer so I can play all the parts at once, but I think it might work better with a less strict tempo. HMMM... *thinking face*
Wow, sudden mega wave of sadness for a wish I had, like, two years ago that never came true. I really ought (and need) to be over that by now.
I need to escape into another world for a bit so I really hope the next Dreamfall game is coming out this evening.
Welp, I managed to be sleepy and only semi-functional for the entire evening out, but someone I'd never met before did tell me "wow, you're really pretty!" so that was nice :)
Yesterday I had a big sleep in which I *think* I needed, but I still managed to have a good day of looking after myself and getting some useful things done. Here's hoping for another positive day today :)
Update: I did some things! Feeling a bit better now. Soft and smol but gently snuffling forward.
I need to do things today but I'm scared and I want to hide :/
Wanted to throw this sweet #job #opportunity up here too. Ever wanted to write for Sesame Street?
The 2018 Sesame Street Writersβ Room fellowship for underrepresented racial backgrounds is now open. If this is you, you should check it out:
https://sesamewritersroom.org/
@zenithed Hey Tom :) You may also want to follow my alt, @clinkingdog (same username, different instance), as I talk about games more over there. You should be able to follow it from your same account.
(No pressure to follow, obvs! Just that I know you're a gamer so...)
Also, fucking finish Dragon Age, for goodness' sake.
More philosophically, I also want to be more conscious of protecting myself from stuff. For ages I was too defensive & closed off but now I've gone the other way and it's been exhausting. I want to be more deliberate about it this year - armour up (but not afraid to put it down).
Alright here are my main concrete resolutions for 2018:
1. Go back into therapy even though it will be hard.
2. Make music / games / comics WITH PEOPLE rather than trying to motivate myself solo.
3. Bring a bit of deliberate physical activity into my routine.
*encouraging hoot*
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Mastonauts, it's very early. How are you!? The sun won't be up for another hour and thirty minutes or so, that lazy celestial body. We're up and ready to start the day, though, right!? There's no time to waste, it's going to be a busy day! You're going to do such great things today, Mastonauts. You're going to take the bull by the horns, and then find a metaphor that doesn't call up imagery of needless violence against animals, and then you're going to kick some butt! I have faith in you!
ah yes, the four genders
Hannelore seems to have become Luci :S #QuestionableWicDiv
*does owl things*
