Else ⛤⃝🌹🦊 @embolalia@mastodon.social

So now my choice is try to find and start a new job while mentally unstable (not like tech interviews are stressful or anything lol) or wait to be fired, most likely when I'm most vulnerable.

I'd mentioned this in the feedback surveys that were sent out after this event the past 3 years, and there was no action. Apparently because I didn't go through the proper channels.

And they claim there were resources available if needed, but they didn't mention any in any communications, not did my boss offer them before hand (despite seeing my tweets last year that I was attempting self-harm during the event, and knowing I'd attempted suicide earlier this year).

I had a minor mental breakdown at a company event and called the company out for creating an inherently dangerous situation, but wasn't polite enough about it, so my boss and HR told me if it happens again I'm fired. Yay.

Just discovered @a_character which does a daily-ish Unicode character. I've finally found the Mastodon account that will make me come here instead of birdsite. (Sorry @FakeUnicode@twitter.com, I'm leaving you.)

Tfw you have to skip an event because brain, but then the event turns out to be a clusterfuck 😏

Trans women are women. Trans men are men. Non-binary people are YOUR GODS AND YOU MUST BOW BEFORE US

Early on, people would tell newcomers they loved how griddy New York is. And people would repeat that, trying to fit in. But they misheard it as "gritty", and that's how we wound up with so many people pretending they like how disgusting this place is, rather than being embarrassed by it.

Me every time I see Steven and Connie together:
🎶All I wanna do is see you turn into🎶
🎵A giant enby🎵
🎶All I wanna be is someone who gets to see🎶
🎵A giant enby🎵

Fucking Ronda Rousey wouldn't fight Fallon Fox because """she's a man""" but she'll fight Triple H who IS ACTUALLY AN ACTUAL MAN. Fucking blatant TERF hypocrisy.

I keep seeing the title of this awful thing and reading it as trans. Like it's me saying "LOOK WHO'S WEARING THE DRESSES NOW" to the AFAB enby I went to prom with. https://mastodon.social/media/rUlPiYZOepoJ56VNNi0

Is my depression something I'll get through, and I'll start learning and having experiences again, but always behind everyone else?
Or will it stick around, leaving me stagnant while the world continues on without me?

Sometimes I think about all the things I'm missing because I barely have the energy to keep going, let alone improve myself.