soft system 🌼🌿🎐🐙🌈 @ethanandco@mastodon.social
22 y/o student, writing tutor, poet, and game dev! grateful for all good and gentle things. (they/them)
hey, folks!! we're a five-headmate DID system.
im (🌼) the host, ethan. im nb, some kind of gay, very disabled, and extremely small. i like games and books, especially if they’re gentle. i write poetry and fanfic sometimes.
im married to this nerd (🌿), and these punks (🎐🐙🌈) are my children!! you’ll hear from them sometimes. the kids are usually off exploring caves and making friends with sea serpents, though.
be safe out there!!
Benefits of the library
1) free
2) lots of ebooks and audiobooks of higher quality than I might choose myself if exposed to the entire amazon/kobo catalog
3) getting actual books involves walking to the library, a very pleasant half hour round trip
4) I like seeing all the people at the library reading newspapers and learning how to use computers and wasting time and figuring out immigration and jobs and stuff
5) the library is near the corner produce stand that always has the best fruit
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dark: warmth, safety, privacy, growth
light: coldness, artificiality, insecurity
(🌼 i am so lost, my friends)
🌼 came to the sudden realization that i have probably never been more unkind to myself than i am now
(🌼 also hey it looks like y'all made a plural-friendly instance while i was away!!
that's so cool! we might have 2 join!!)
🌼 i have lots of goals but the biggest is to rekindle my hope
i used 2 be a v hopeful person and i lost that somewhere. i want to find it again
🌼 current mood: exhausted, but resting. anxious, but attempting to convince myself of my worth
boost this if you can't be fuckin stopped
🌼 hello my friends!!!
it has been a long while but i think of you all fondly and hope there is plenty of light in your lives 💙
New blobs here 
Tsatnosk
I have the sudden urge to build a:
- decentralized
- browser based
- Gardening *
- MMO
- RPG
- With graphics and handling similar to pkmn Red/Blue
(* gardening game: a game where you cultivate the environment as opposed to mining it (as in most sandbox games))
🌼 just sent the email w/my official pdf submission,,,
aaaa it's rlly starting to hit me!!! i did it!!!!! i did that!!!!!!! i wrote a thesis!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🌼 guess y'all could say.......
🌿 ......we're honors-BOUND!!!!!!
🌼 thesis update: currently fueled by candy, chamomile tea, and an Extremely relevant p!atd song
🌼 my group presentation is done (and went well!)!!
now i get to return to the 2nd love of my life, aka my thesis.
i'd been missing her.
🌼 i am going to finish honors.
everything is going to be ok.
🌼 we're close enough to the deadline that i have to be Very selective abt what poems i revise
some of them just won't get the treatment they deserve 😔
🌼 very tired! pushing through!!
(love you all!!!)
"To hope is to gamble. It’s to bet on the future, on your desires, on the possibility that an open heart and uncertainty is better than gloom and safety. To hope is dangerous, and yet it is the opposite of fear, for to live is to risk."
RS
