hey, folks!! we're a five-headmate DID system.
im (🌼) the host, ethan. im nb, some kind of gay, very disabled, and extremely small. i like games and books, especially if they’re gentle. i write poetry and fanfic sometimes.
im married to this nerd (🌿), and these punks (🎐🐙🌈) are my children!! you’ll hear from them sometimes. the kids are usually off exploring caves and making friends with sea serpents, though.
be safe out there!!
🎐 we're watching matilda for the first time in years,,, the Original comfort movie
🌼 help i think im feeling all the emotions at once
I love to create things. And all sorts of things. A blanket, a website, a bullet journal, a plant. And I love to learn new things. I'm so freaking curious!
🌼 today is our day off & the headspace is v warm & relaxed
Goodness. This morning I'm feeling quietly bisexual.
🌼 got all the routes in hustle cat and ohhhh goodness. i love graves more than i should 💕 💗 ✨
I built a head-mounted LiDAR array that lets you see the world like a dolphin through vibrations sent through you jaw.
Bonus: you look absolutely ridiculous wearing it.
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🌼 dear universe:
thank you for today.
thank you for the exhaustion & the struggle to find meaning; you'll give me something different one day. i believe that.
thank you for giving this day to everyone i love, especially him.
if you can, please send some of my love his way. maybe just in a dream or a passing thought, but please—direct it to him.
i leave my love in your hands.
🌼 it's going to be ok.
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I need money for food.
I'm down to my last few snacks, and I'm borrowing eggs from neighbors until they stop answering the door.
Spent 13+ hours in the emergency room because my friend was sick and desperate for fluids.
I'm...exhausted, and could really use a week of time.
I added a short update to my GoFundMe:
Used a bit of a hack to get past LastPass being jerks about me running over Tor.
🌼 i should replay it on my day off next week ^^)
🌼 firewatch is so comforting
im not even playing it rn!!! just thinkin abt it
🌼 awake? awake