CH4RL1E @heycharlie@mastodon.social

Made a comment to my D&D discord about how capitalism is generally shitty in a discussion about lootboxes being seen as gambling & someone literally just said to me 'capitalism is lame but it's the best we've had so far' like??

The fuck???

I'd love to have the privilage of not being aware (or maybe just not caring about it?? idk) of society's incredibly shitty 'if you cant work ur useless' & 'lol fuck the poor & disabled' attitudes.

Like.

Capitalism sucks if ur not rich.

A post on tumblr reminded me of a friend I had that would tease me relentlessly for liking Dr. Who to the point that it became a group joke that I liked 'bad things' just because we had different taste.

I never confronted them about it and we're no longer friends, but knowing now 10yrs later that they really like Dr. Who after all the shit they gave me for liking it back then makes me so angry.

Sometimes I'll miss them when I'm drunk but they can fucking rot, honestly.

I went to bed last night right after getting off the PC instead of elevating my legs for a bit first because it was 3AM and I was exhausted.

Naturally this irritated my varicose vein and the hellbrain interpreted the pain as 'its a clot ur gonna die you cant sleep or you will die' so I ended up having a panic attack and slept real badly.