a screamin' yeen @hi_cial@mastodon.social

its me

My dreams always feel real as reality so the main way i tell what was a dream is by comparing w the words/reactions/actions of others. Like. Hmm kep talks abt 5 books in game of thrones, so that was def a dream that theres 6 books out already.

Thanks a lot SERTRALINE....

Someone who takes advantage of ur illness for their own desires is not acceptable. Just bc u felt like ur life was worthless didnt mean it was up for grabs.

Dont let their version of events blind u to that reality.

Bein full of self loathing (bc of mi, dysphoria, abuse w/e) gives u a wild death wish that manifests in all sorts of self destructo behavior.

Theres always gonna be ppl who enable that knowin full well its bad for u. Theyll manip u bc u dont care. And theyll try to claim u have no right to be upset, theyll tell ppl u deserve it. That u want it.

But u dont
Wanting to self destruct doesnt give them license to hurt you. Wanting death doesnt make murder a mercy.

Abuse is never invited

When ppl describe their Paranormal Experience & its very Clearly sleep paralysis im always like

How do yall not know its just ur brain glitchin

I been there its just dreamin w ur eyes open so u overlay it on ur room?? Feels as real as any dream sure but???? I guess they want to believe

Falls asleep when i mean to work out

I cant wait til im get a weekend all to me im gonna quietly sit around by myself so MUCH

i rly wanna watch this horror movie called 'an armenian haunting' but its got portions that are subtitled and i cant do that and work at the same time dddfdsf

i was outside for like. maybe 20 minutes max and all my deodorant has given up

So i went outside & my weather report on it just reads “dont”

I need to bring in the laundry off the line but zzz

hyenas make the laughing sound when anxious you FU-ELS.

why do u think i relate

i sloppily stitched up the tanks i have that were adult sizes so they fit me without leaving like 300 feet of visible binder on my chest. i dont care its hot

As u do https://mastodon.social/media/RwYC6DRx00MAoe1Mdzg

idk who did it but SOMEONE at pp is on the fuckin BALL bc they saw that someone tried to change my gender to F in the system and changed it right back to M for me.

i hope that phone tech got a brief Talking To bc im sure they meant Well but its a hell of a lot harder for me to get T when insurance sees 'female' asking for it.............

weh the fitchburg area pp is having major issues processing my new health insurance. thanks a LOt....

hey!!!!! massachusetts trans masto!!

today is the 2nd of july which means that planned parenthood in massachusetts is now able to offer HRT. call 1-800-258-4448 for appointment booking!

#trans #hrt

I hunger
All i had today was an icecream and a pizza slice & a lot of caffeine

Is it weird to boil eggs in the middle of the night