Mon, 19 May 2025 01:24:00 +0000

A girl I liked once told me years later that that was all she could see in me. And that she was a happy person by nature. I think she was telling me why she couldn’t be with me but all I heard at the time was someone 4 years younger yammering without any experience of the world (we were in our 20s). I’m not angry at her or at some specific person in any sense. I’m just always fucking angry. The only way it used to settle down was when I had some weed. Now I don’t have it and it never stops.