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have been in a medical anxiety spiral since last night. i'm prone to these, but this one is really bad. and has remained just as strong past sleep. anxiety shivered for a few hours last night until i fell asleep and then woke up in the same state.
i am in a bad way rn.
I only recently put together the word is "in-terminable", not "inter-minable". I'd further assumed an incorrect definition, a bit closer to "indistinguishable"... kind of like, "there is a difference between these things, but the field between them is so fuzzy and confused they may as well be one". I liked this false word, and am sad to have lost it to the prescriptive forces of reality.
As with misheard song lyrics, sometimes nothing is as beautiful to you as your own mistakes.
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i've got more thoughts on this, i've probably got an essay-length thoughts on this, but i don't feel able to expand on them cogently atm.
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trying to put together my feelings about in a coherent way. short version: it sucks and makes me sad.
the YBG have historically been used as an explicitly non-GDC space. including Lost Levels, which i'd argue positions itself as not merely non-GDC, but anti-GDC.
it was inevitable, I suppose, that GDC would want to capture this and turn it into a toothless "chillout" space where you patronize foodtrucks and do not foment revolutionary ideology
mild body horror Show more
went to itch my eyelid and, instead, energetically jammed my finger into my eyeball
guess I should have seen it coming
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