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Born in 1989. Reluctant businessman. Gujarati. Foodie. Lazy. Rebellious. Passionate about reading, cricket, chess, badminton, movies & public speaking. Prefer discussion over arguments. Intolerant about plenty of stuff that my Toots might explain better.
So far the experience here has been good & hopefully it gets better with you all.

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We live in an era where the lesser evils are almost as good as flawless, because the greater evils have literally crossed all limits.

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To know the truth about some of the most shallow people & still pretending that we only see the good in them ; for professional, existential or personal whatever reason it may be..thats one of the worst things ever. I still don't know how people do it.

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Decided to stay away from politics & not tweet/toot anything regarding that. Its only the second day, its tough to look away once you know whats happening & that our nation needs every minor voice to oppose some really evil heads right now but personally there is a little less anguish & sadness inside the mind. Selfish?! Yes. But mental peace matters & one random day we just know the limit.

Their should be a suicide helpline...that guarantees death. The long battles with depression are one day going to claim my life anyways....

Hello people of the echo chamber. Hope you are all good.

Witnessing some of the most horrific events happen around me, this Covid pandemic has become too big a monster...lives of people are not a joking matter. Somehow we are supposed to carry on with our lives...pathetic how things are being managed. Lives have lost so much value.

RT @free_thinker@twitter.com

Two pictures. In both pictures, mothers carrying their new born babies in slings as they're forced to work because India doesn't protect interests of people like them. An industrialist finds both pictures inspirational.

Imagine how messed up one's life is when the thought of death is actually relaxing & assuring.

In a country where even suicide helplines don't care to respond, people have the audacity to encourage the troubled minds to share whats keeping them restless. Some of us live a life dreading to be alive for the next day. Nothing worse than those who fake empathy.

Fighting inner/external demons to live each day knowing very well that one day there won't be any fight left. Does it make our end any less hopeless or less painful?!

A peaceful death might be the greatest reward this life can offer.

RT @GauravPandhi@twitter.com

Under Congress Govt more than 14 crore people were pulled above the poverty line.

Under BJP Govt more than 7 crore people have been pushed below the poverty line.

But Godi Media runs agenda against Congress and tells you that BJP is best.

Oh life, be a little bit less disgusting so that the guilt of living you could be tolerated.

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Figuring out how to end life...remains the important part especially because well...society's cruelty on family. When & where....are driven by the panic in our lives.

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Deep down I always knew that I won't make it to 40. But to mentally accept the journey would end a bit sooner....the last few days have been tough. But now am feeling compelled to end it.

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Suicide is not termed as an acceptable route of escape but nobody cares for life in general.
Its the effort one is expected to keep giving to manage one's everyday life...a life thats got nothing worth living about, just there for others' sake but for how long?! Not that anyone will care in case one dies, but a natural death saves family from embarrassing questions in future years. So its important to die in an "acceptable" manner.

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When one can't even bring self to leave the bed...all little joys of life lose meaning, what do people mean by seeking help here?! Life is already in ruins...to live is to suffer till the very end. Someday death will arrive to end the hopelessness, why not call ut early.....

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Death. The preparation for the end of life is a tricky one. One has finally reached a stage where nothing can be gained. The only care left to be taken is to not let the world know that one is "depressed" before dying...leaving the world in a more "acceptable" fashion.

Its not a phase, its a miserable life filled with many miserable phases.

Maybe this a phase all go through but some find a reason to continue & some people find nothing...thats probably how one is driven to end all troubles in one go. Everyone fights the urge at some stage or other but sometimes living itself becomes a punishment, after that nothing can help. Its done. The sorrow is not about dying, its about a life that never had anything worth living for....and how the many, many efforts to keep going have yielded absolutely nothing.

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Why are we just supposed to bow & surrender to the norms of such world to prove our bravery of surviving....and how long can one be in this world if there is absolutely nothing that can bring oneself some joy that at least make the sufferings worthwhile...

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