on the 25th i still have an Appointment with my old med nurse/counselor. i’m gonna ask about anti depressants and definitely try to get on one along with getting back on lamictal.... mayb an anti anxiety med too.... $30 a month for pills is a lot but i’m so tired of wanting to die all the time and having panic attacks... crying at work... it got worse after i got injured but i have been rapidly deteriorating since i broke up with my ex and finally had time to think abt Everything
"To let things slide for the sake of peace and friendship when a person has clearly gone wrong, and refrain from principled argument because he is an old acquaintance, a fellow townsman, a schoolmate, a close friend, a loved one, an old colleague or old subordinate. Or to touch on the matter lightly instead of going into it thoroughly, so as to keep on good terms. The result is that both the organization and the individual are harmed. This is one type of liberalism." ---Mao Zedong
i’m mildly depressed today in that way that makes you feel more....... apathetic than hopelessly sad and suicidal... i had things i should have done today.... driving practice... scheduling my wellness exam.... my friend asked me to hang out... i watched goosebumps and disassociated and then i watched saiki k and disassociated and then i laid in bed for two hours disassociating... cried once for a couple of minutes... all i did today was stretches really and showering
donation post// i'm sorry i'm sorry :((
i'm no longer cat sitting which was $40 i really needed for basic necessities,, so like if anyone could help, i'm sorry for asking so much it's so hard to get out of poverty when you're mentally ill/can't work :( idk how ill pay my credit card off either but that's another story for another time
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