I think I may be planning to come home much sooner than planned
I have much better things to do than feel ignored & not have an acceptance or even a dialogue going on
I'm gonna give it only a bit longer before I say 'i think I will go. I'm gonna chance getting home. because that feels more inviting & plausible than your attitude towards me. whilst someone I've never met before has been lovely & accepting. you have not'
BE PROUD OF BEING YOU
@lewislepton funnily. I also came here to hopefully get help to move. in reality I'd rather try another way
our relationship has been up & down at times. that's true. but they have truly been a terrible father in the past.
whilst I have every right to not speak to them, I look further & try to keep peace
when I get back. I will actually be recording a video & I'm gonna talk about certain things.
I've been planning this for some time & now feels right. but something to hopefully help others