a smol fen @magicalfeyfenny@mastodon.social

Lol apparently bird site thinks calling someone out on spreading anti-vaccination conspiracy theories is worse than spreading anti-vaccination conspiracy theories and general hatred towards autistic people

Pee is stored in the tide pods

help

i was at home playing a game after a day of looking for work that wasn't as physical. i heard the door open, and both of them came in, one in obvious pain

apparently they hurt themself on the job, which is definitely a valid reason to leave. but also, they were too anxious to talk to a supervisor, so they both walked out without either telling anyone

so now they're injured, both of them are unemployed, and idk if they can get workers comp bc of how they left

i'm a bit concerned about rent now

hoo boy

so at my roommate's suggestion, i quit my job and got a job at a warehouse where they worked.

i physically couldn't do the work and they knew that i'd at least have trouble because my fibromyalgia. i ended up quitting that job because the pain of being that physical was too much for me.

they said that they and their girlfriend (who also quit vaer old job to join them at that one) could take care of things until i found a new job.

well, things got a bit more complicated.

idk what to do today

im slepy

I'm gay af

would u rather boost a tweet or retweet a toot

ow my chest is hurting

i don't know how to improve myself or where to start, and i'm not at a point where i really can.

the problem is, i've been emotionally numb and broken down for a couple months now. it's been to the point where it's hard to exist. it's hard to work up the energy to *shower*, much less do anything productive outside of my minimum wage job.

i really feel trapped and broken. i don't have anything left in me. i need help and i don't know what kind or where to get it. i need to get out of my mind.

so one of my roommates took advantage of me while i was drunk a couple months ago. she's still here, and since then i've been mentally/emotionally deteriorating because being around her makes me sick. i've had to share a bed with her since my ex broke up with me, and that really hasn't helped.

i told my other roommates recently (my ex and her gf). we decided to give her a week to find somewhere to live. she's still not out, but she'll be out tomorrow or monday (whenever she's paid).