I'm incredibly out of sync with myself right now.
I had planned to take a self care day today, but I tricked myself into thinking that it was okay to game all day instead. Sometimes it is, mind you.
However, I didn't really get the rest i wanted. 😢
My mom is turning 60 next week, and I can't afford to go up to see her. Not only money, but also in regards to mental health. I just can't afford the spoons to go.
I didn't get the rest i needed over Christmas. Mostly because I was in pain for 2 weeks, and this is why I didn't get to finish my exam.