sun-maker @oziads@mastodon.social

i want to write fic really badly but what is dialogue & characterization

i need to relisten to c/w bc i dont remember shit

i know i've said this before but austins voice acting in mtn party finale is SO MUCH

sorry for never joining in on personal talk time i am anxious & paranoid & dont like talking about myself & would rather not be a person at all but i relistened to mountain party finale yesterday and maelgwyns death is still very sad and i had to stop listening bc i was too sad

i have to sleep bc my body is about to shut down on me but godspeed yall keep fightin the good fight

uh oh

does halcyon sound like too science fiction-y of a name for a fantasy character

i love cascara i want to know more about her

jesus im looking at my toots and like 75% of them mention maelgwyn why am i so embarrassing

me: very excited about twilight mirage
also me: will definitely be back on my samsam/samfam bullshit before the night ends

im still stuck on the idea of maelgwyn seeing samot after he died fuck this

jfc i make a dozen failed attempts to draw maelgwyn, then set out to draw one of my ocs instead, and they end up looking like maelgwyn

god sometimes i get the feeling that austin deeply regrets lazer ted and i dont blame him

my love for maelgwyn was a slow burn but its reached alarming levels and i hate it

@oziads someday i will buckle and write a fic

i need an angsty maelgwyn fic like, yesterday... or like, a maelgwyn/castille hurt/comfort fic bc im a sucker for hurt/comfort

i really wanna actually finish a drawing of maelgwyn but art is too hard

ok but god i cant believe maelgwyn might not have remembered at first that he was samot & samothes's son.... when did he remember.... did he wake up one morning and just go "oh shit"

im depressed & i just want to think about angsty headcanons