kiva. persenche. that girl. @persenche@mastodon.social

i am using mastodon because, i don't know. i keep trying to use it and i keep trying to like it. that's why, i guess.

hm. this account shows up when i namesearch. that's disconcerting.

should i be more circumspect?

i dunno. i don't really want to give the nazis any more information about myself.

hm. arbitrary, sourceless angst. what the hell?

Having a bad social media day. hm. i wish i knew why these days happened.

i am using mastodon because, i don't know. i keep trying to use it and i keep trying to like it. that's why, i guess.

i don't really feel comfortable getting too explicit but

on saturday i got tied up for the first time. and many things were done to me by @queerops and @memnus and it was kinda amazing.

i'm appalled that it took me this long to listen to what my body was trying to tell me.

(also mastodon is hard and i don't like it)

i really like girls and enbies.

i'm mostly mentioning this because what i *want* to do is talk about the amazing dates i've been on in the past week, but i feel like that would be crass and also probably not something i should do without the consent of the other people involved.

but holy shit, what even is my life these days.

holy shit.

leaking sad all over your indie social media site

every time i use mascara i wake up with gunk in my eyes, no matter how carefully i wash it off the night before.

i like cities skylines. it is a fun toy instead of a game, which is what i want.

I think, instead of sitting here feeling invisible, unimportant, and overlooked, I'm going to go read threads where people are praising my game and modding it to do silly shit.

yay, new platform, same old invisibility fears. fuck you brain.

https://mastodon.social/media/6DUmuzQRLrQW6CjGPn4

toad girl is now contoured and has vivid red lipstick.

ok, i am a toad girl. fuck it. let's put on makeup and get the fuck out of the house.

Anyway hello nerds. It's Pride month which means I'm no longer going to put on boy disguises for any reason at all. fuck 'em, i'm trans and gay and armed.

I mean is this just what it's like when you pay someone to style your hair? (Literally the first time I've ever had my hair styled 😳)

On the other hand I woke up with cute hair again so... That's a thing.

I don't actually want to be awake. Thanks, Spiro.

Suddenly I really want to listen to St Elmo's Fire. But it's so stupid! But I want it.