coming onto masto because i got yr notifications feels too much like old twitter

i used to have that yawning problem. it was annoying so i just stopped yawning

it's weird but freeing when boi aint at work cuz i dont have anyone to impress but i dont have anyone to impress

im kind of learning that u can be special and just like everyone else at the same time, & that everyone is special as counter-intuitive as that seems

it's weird becuz i was kind of thinking about that concept yesterday

not sure if my eyes betray me or if he actually gets hotter every day

i'm starting to accept that at my core i'm just a sheltered white emo kid & honestly god bless

i'm just gonna go into robot mode for the next like 24 hrs & basically just do my stupid job & go home & if it makes me feel like shit great & if it makes me feel happy great but i'm gonna try not to project as much

my apologies mostly to myself for being a drag all the time i need to chill

i just wish i could stop sabotaging myself ive been battling this ever since i first started working there

i'm tired of feeling inferior to others every single day

i keep sabotaging myself by convincing myself that he's gonna stop giving a shit completely, & one of these days that's gonna turn out to be true

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