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@quail many thanks from a sleepy bby

And the cigarette burns away,
like the ashes of engraved memories,
of lost opportunities,
or the hands of Time that pulls away -
all too soon, all too sudden.

20170504
#tbt #freestyle #poetry

"I  sometimes think that people’s hearts are like deep wells. Nobody knows what’s at the bottom. All you can do is imagine by what comes floating to the surface every once in a while.”
– #HarukiMurakami

30% progress on my dissertation and 2 research papers to finish off within the next couple of weeks, yet here I am drinking w my mum 🙃 #priorities

Undeserving and far too broken for love - but you knew this all along.

"You were never made for love, or life. Your existence, a curse - built upon destruction and suffering."

I'm sorry I failed to die away 6 years ago along with your memories of me.
I'm sorry for all the casualties I've caused with my very existence.

Consumed by
the voice of irrational fear,
thrown into the depths of
the cold, dark void -
the night sky remains
light years away.

"How do I come up for air?"

When a distant-ass relative wishes you for your birthday and ends it with "don't drink too much alcohol."
C H E E R S

With my (alcoholic) anesthetics wearing off, I woke up to the realization that I semi-sprained my foot last night and I've now resorted to stuffing burnt pb toast down my throat to kill the acid reflux

I've evidently been living on alternative timezones in terms of my sleep schedule lately

#RealFriends can be assholes, even at 2AM here

reflections, refractions,
pints for meal replacements.
4PM 01092018 #freeverse

"But maybe that's the way it should be. Maybe working on the little things as dutifully and honestly as we can is how we stay sane when the world is falling apart."
— #HarukiMurakami (Samsa in Love)
#村上春樹 #prose

Across the 7 hours and 6660 miles apart, herelies an undying friendship aged 8 years+ and counting.
Having heard about the growing toxicity of my r/s w my alcoholic mother, he offers to let me stay at his parents' - "you'll have a second place when I'm back!"
Never felt more relevance to the saying, 'a friend in need is a friend indeed.'

Eternally grateful for this undying kindness and love. You'll always a special place in my heart.

And the cigarette burns away,
like the ashes of engraved memories,
of lost opportunities,
or the hands of Time that pulls away -
all too soon, all too sudden.

20170504
#tbt #freestyle #poetry

What Once Was.
#tbt #poetry #FreeStylePoetry

so much relevance.
© #LangLeav #poetry

「人生に無駄な時間などない。
無駄な時間こそ今となれば恋しい。」

結局どんな時間であろうと「無」ではない限り欠片集めのように今の自分が存在し続けるのだろう、最後の欠片まで。

lookit my bby sound asleep @Gargron #CatsOfMastodon #猫 https://mastodon.social/media/roAUWONSCil5hOnMv