Suicidal ideation Show more
I really need to stay off Facebook, esp when I'm already struggling with depression.
I saw a friend I know just had a baby and they're already out relaxing and I'm so mad that I cant relate to that. I hate that I'm isolated. I hate that when I get the rare invite to a place, I always have to say no.
I hate that I dont have the access to sitters/ family that everyone else does.
I dont know why I'm here
Suicidal ideation 4 Show more
If I was dead people would eventually stop touching me, that's a nice thought
Suicidal ideation 3 Show more
@sachairiah I know this feeling. Like it's less about wanting to die, and more about not wanting to live, at least for me.
It's almost worse than straight-up being suicidal, because it doesn't set off alarm bells in quite the same way, so it lingers, makes itself comfortable.
I'm glad you're acknowledging it. 💜
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