Issues with my face/ youtube
So I've been wanting to make videos for a long time. I had floundered as a parent when my child was confirmed to be autistic. There is more info now than there was, but I had to figure out, by myself, what next. Esp as a Canadian- all the info I was finding was American.
Anyway. I want to make educational/ community based videos to help other canadians (and anyone fresh from dx!) but I cannot deal with how I look?!
Issues with my face/ youtube/ mental health
I do have a lot in common symptoms of having body dysmorphia but I've never been taken seriously or dx with it so that cant be real, amirite
Another reason I wanted to make a channel tho because I just want to reach people. I have nobody to talk to. I've taken big steps back from areas where I am formally invited, but I feel like a massive burden.
I desperately need a community tho, I'm friggen suffocating. I feel like my needs are higher than everyone else, but between having kids and being sick myself, it's not surprising I'm isolated. People dont care about parents or the disabled.
@sachairiah Do you go to therapy for yourself, for anything?
@SunScales I did, for almost 3 years. Didnt feel like I was getting much done (I was often doing things for her, so maybe this is for the best) but she just hasnt bothered with me for the last 2 mos at all.
Unfortunately, she was one of very few in my city that I could actually afford.
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