Got hit with some disappointing news today that's left me feeling sad and useless. I try as a rule these days not to let people see me flinch as much because confidence is important but I feel really lousy about myself and my accomplishments or lack thereof right now.

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🦄👹LIBERTUS RUBEDO Entry 7 added!

Cam calls on Libertus Rubedo in a panic, throwing the duo into a surprise battle with another summon — whose master is mysteriously absent.

📚 READ HERE: libertusrubedo.com

📝 @sfeertheorist
🎨 @chirart

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🦄👹LIBERTUS RUBEDO Entry 5 & 6 added!

The summons Libertus and Rubedo combine into a dual summon, and greet their new master. Such a powerful and new partnership does not go unnoticed.

📚 READ HERE: libertusrubedo.com

📝 @sfeertheorist
🎨 @ArtOfChira

@AstreasNexus

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[Scum Villain] CW #gore #blood #bodyhorror 

1. why did you keep me waiting

2. why did you come

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I know Shen Jiu did literally everything wrong, but I desperately want a world where this asshole gets to be okay with his Qi-ge...

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god has cursed Shen Qingqiu for his hubris and his work is never finished

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I just finished reading last night... the BDG Unravelled energy the protagonist embodied was all I could think about

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I read ...

design studies for Wei Wuxian/Mo Xuanyu

I've never been a fan of character designs defined by color coded clothes and the tiniest, minuscule differences in hair bang styles... so... call this a personal exercise idk

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Daiki does, in fact, have the best cleavage out of any of our characters.

There is a distinct difference in the MDZS fandom between the 30+ women who read the book and the teenaged kpop fans who came in with the show.

Current Mood: weighed down by crushing feelings of ennui and mediocrity

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But even if I'm feeling kind of cold and isolated. That's....about to be expected in times like this. But oof. The reality checking I have to do is exhausting in of itself. Hopefully things will look brighter soon.

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But boy, at least I'm grateful to be medicated rn. I can't imagine the state I'd be in if I weren't. I'd probably be anxiety bouncing everywhere.

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But I have to remind myself people do like me, I do have talent, and I am going somewhere. I do have to remember that. I grew up surrounded by people who definitely didn't like me. So it's been hard for me to readjust that mindset even 30+ years later.

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And in the normal way this might be a good time to get back to seeing my therapist but - uh, then corona happened.

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My self-esteem got pretty shattered by That Awful Start Up I Worked For For A Hot Second and while I know intellectually that place was crazy and they chewed through everyone, I still haven't been able to reprove my worth to myself 100%

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I have to remind myself I do have a decent audience for where I'm at. I'm not a complete scrub without talent. But everything's so strange at the moment it's hard not to let that feeling of helplessness creep into other things.

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