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big brain: parsee meets kanbaru
galaxy brain: parsee meets numachi

i think for the time being i'm just. Gonna hang out over here.

my one wish is to be feeling well and happy enough for people to like me

mop reads umineko 

on to some george and shannon shenanigans
....shannonanigans?? *ba dum tiss*

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mop reads umineko 

battler being permanently stuck between the denial and anger phases of the 5 stages of grief
i have actually genuinely felt bad for him

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mop reads umineko 

it has taken me forever but i did it
now to episode 2
i am very much enjoying this so i hope to get more time in to read this

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so the situation with my friends who were once dating and went through a nasty breakup but ended up asking me to refer them to my work.... that smoothed over, I ended up having to tell each of them that the other had been hired and thankfully they took it well enough, so i get to work with them again and hopefully it works out

mop reads umineko 

(shit DISREGARD THE OTHER POST THIS IS THE RIGHT ONE I SHOULD BRANCH FROM)

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Fucking Shit 

First this is unrelated but I wanted to take a bath by myself and stuff happened

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Fucking Shit 

Hey remember the weird fucking situation I was in a few weeks ago with a couple of my friends who had gone through a particularly nasty breakup applying to my place of work

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negativity 

coming in every 5 min to ask me if i'm coming to bed is pointless i'm gonna lob this fucking pillow the next time

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negativity 

when you're told "you seem low energy" and ended up upsetting someone when you explained that it's bc you've had absolutely no alone time since thursday

negativity 

i know this is a lot of shit so i'm just gonna end talking about it here, it's not particularly significant enough for me to get in a huff over

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negativity 

i can't actually outright say i feel like i'm being annoying by doing what's asked of me to convey to people

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negativity 

also my managers want me to be more visible and i am having trouble breathing thinking about it

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negativity 

tldr: i'm tired and overthinking a lot of things

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negativity 

my brain cannot reconcile that there isn't a problem, i just worry and worry that everyone hates me (which most likely isn't true in the end, but i get The Vibe sometimes and it makes me wonder)

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