steph @stephastated@mastodon.social

might as well introduce myself....
i'm steph, i'm nb (they/them please!), neurodivergent, and i love video games, animation, listening to the backstreet boys, eating snacks, and a lot of other things. also, i draw toony things sometimes. nice to meet you!!!!

how are ya mastodon

hewwo

i'm not feeling well at all

today i'm super depressed and earlier i had a migraine aura followed by a headache that i've had for most of the night

hey all

i wanna try on different shirts and see how they look while i'm binding

one day soon i'll come out to more people irl/be more open about it...i hope i can get to that point by this time next year but it's scary yanno

i'm not out to a lot of people irl and my family and stuff know my twitter so i don't talk about it there outside of implying it with my pronouns in my bio being "they/them"

i love mastodon because i can talk about being nb trans in a public setting and don't have to worry too much about people seeing it who i don't want knowing abt it lol

i got my binder in the mail and i've been wearing it for a couple hours now and it fits well and i'm pretty dang content

hello

#fubry

im furby

hey gamers

i have ptsd from multiple traumatic times in my life but lately its been focused on the most recent one and it is actually Hell bc the memories are so vivid

its been rough for me lately, i've been having nightmares and flashbacks of abuse

sometimes it gets like this for me and i just have to wait it out to see if it gets better bc i cant afford treatment

👍

good morning mastodon

HAPPY 21ST ANNIVERSARY PARAPPA THE RAPPER
https://mastodon.social/media/-wxoOq3mzQ_O8eTCyYU

hahahaaa insomnia my old friend how the heck are ya

boobs are so good but when it comes to my own i'm super dissociative and dysphoric and it sucks a lot....

so yea i'm hoping binding helps a little bit. maybe i'll be able to look at myself in the mirror and actually feel ok for once (and maybe some of my shirts will fit better too as a bonus who knows!!!)