i hate the need to respond to anxiety/embarrassment with physical pain but ihhhhhhhhh i gotta
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i wish love nikki wasn't a different time zone so i could do my dailies in 20 min :/
i just ended up down a different bad thought process there is no winning
i'm gonna close my eyes again and hopefully i've snapped out of unpleasant thought processes zzzzzz
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for once in my life i'm not interested in buying clothes (trying 2 make my own) and i'm interested in buying bras (i'm gay) even though i hate wearing them and don't 90% of the time
pleas let me die
actually i still have 1 (one) idea left i'll probably use! a quirk that as it stands is like a combination of mineta's, mina's, and vine girl's. will leave that up to imagination !
i searched tumblr for oc inspo and found a bunch of people who already made all the concepts i had & better. i saw a bitch whose quirk was to manipulate their own tears and i gave up because there was nothing more oktaviacore than that
there power depends on how naive the person is they can get away with more ridiculous obvious lies depending on the person some people they can't fool. also there lies don't determine how people react so they have to be Cunning (ie telling someone they'll die if they attack them may not stop them from attacking if they don't care LMAO)
this is so surreal someone i follow who's also a lesbian csa survivor was talkin bout his feelings abt sex and it's almost exactly the same as mine. i'm like, shaken, because i've never heard anyone talk about any of it & i always felt like a fucking freak. i'm just. WoW
after having a Gender Day im finally allowing myself to have pronouns other than she but my name i.......... the more i think about it the less i know what to do
he was really hungry and went to plug in the microwave to heat up a leftover burrito only to have my mom intervene and make him heat it up stovetop and i watched him stand there for 13 minutes and basically stirfry his fucking burrito to hell when it would've taken 2 minutes to heat up in the microwave
i don't like to complain but it's super frustrating how my mom just decided to get rid of our microwave and all our pots and pans to get a New Type Of Pot that we have to learn how to use without consulting me & my brother or caring about our thoughts on the matter.
HOWEVER it's super cathartic to see my brother dealing w it both bc he understands that this is stupid as hell and bc i get to see him struggle
you don't have to change your perception of me or anything it's just a Mood but in this moment i'm really wishing that i had top surgery & was on T
depression is male confirm
i kinda feel like shit and i also feel more like a guy genderwise and i don't think that's coincidence i tend to feel more masculine when i'm depressed for reasons i don't entirely understand ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i started in the top 4% and have slowly slid down to 9% meanwhile abir is out here killing the competition
i don't have nightmares generally speaking but i have unpleasant dreams a lot. dreams that make me feel uncomfortable or scared & "good" dreams that taunt me and make me feel bad when i wake up
nobody knows how to fuck w you better than your subconscious does
