I can't wake up and have a full day if I sleep late like this =n=
ok NOW we're starting :D
I'm down to my last $2000 spending money.. I used to have 5x that but I've whittled it down over the year.... I keep telling myself to cut down spending but I don't. I need work to sTART. But it's still weeks away I guess??
How cursed. To secure a job then have that job not start for two months.
I don't know how to unwind and relax. I feel nothing but anxiety and fear every time I try and work.
Do I need to self medicate? Will ADHD meds help? Anti depressants I've tried did nothing, talking therapy did nothing. I want to do well, do the work I'm capable of doing. But I can't. And I'm scared that I'm going to be fighting with myself for the rest of my life.
How can I have a successful career if I'm fucking up this badly at a uni level?!
I don't know what to do I don't know what to do,, other than just gIVE UP!
I could go work on my other assignment. Maybe email my teach and see if there's anything she can do. But fuck me it's a bad look to be asking for an extention a week after the last one ended.
I don't know what's wrong with me. Sure I got sick but that just compounded the existing issue. Lost me a few precious days,, just as I'd started working too. =_=
If I fail it will utterly TANK my average grade (and say goodbye to the uni job I was Just thinking of applying to)
I wonder if there's an recourse to get a late withdrawal even though I've already missed the deadline (by a week typical)
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