is it normal to have serious cramps/pain in the side of your right hand when learning a bowed instrument? or am i doing this wrong? working a bow seems to be using very different muscles in my hand than playing guitar, bass, drums, or piano
another bit of music: http://zacanger.tumblr.com/post/165174033164/this-is-the-very-first-piece-of-music-i-ever-made from 2007. heavily influenced by tones on tail and random soundtracks.
today seems to be a day of not being sure about how i feel about things, and also missing people i haven't talked to in half a decade
i... miss kate?
also apparently she and her boyfriend decided to drop in the middle of the hurricane. which, to me, sounds like 100% a bad idea. acid in a hurricane. ugh.
ugh. my closest friend, the only person who's been around for the past four years, is in pensacola and won't leave. i know that's not, like, a serious danger zone, but still. hurricanes are kind of a big deal sometimes? i'm worried.
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How do you overcome feelings of inferiority, depression, melancholy and suicidal ideation? What helps you stay grounded enough to hang in there?
Recently I've felt that life is relatively pointless, and that many of my wants and goals are unattainable and completely arbitrary, and when deconstructed, devoid of meaning. I'm not sure how to cope with this feeling, and it makes me want to die.
hidden bonus track is a random ass hhc surrounded remix
so, i just bought the darksword trilogy in actual paperback form. and the shandril trilogy, because the first fantasy book i ever read was 'spellfire' which i stole from my uncle's booshelf when i was like 10
fun fact: my earliest electronic music was heavily inspired by the Darksword Trilogy by Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman. seriously.
"awoo" - aqualung, 2013
anyway here's a thing i did over 7 years ago, back when i still did things. i was very proud of it at the time, and i still kinda like it. http://zacanger.tumblr.com/post/165170049564/heres-a-thing-i-did-back-in-2010
i guess saturdays are my nostalgia and hating google days
"i want the same ui, but with more animations, no keyboard controls, and also make sure you nest all the menus" -- no one, ever.
this seems to be a common google thing. AMP exists to make marketing people happy, but is shit for users. material ui exists to make designers happy, but is just annoying for users. dart exists... for some reason, still, apparently.