# first.items[].content
It does not make sense. I had to do the math again. And again. And again ? And yet it is true : it's been 20 years since Sonia left. It certainly doesn't feel like it's been that long.
It's been 20 years since I lost the only member of my family worthy of the name.

...And at the same time, I'm relieved she does not have to see what's happening every day. I don't have to discuss the news with her. I don't have to explain things I don't have an explanation for (not a satisfying for, at least).

# first.items[].contentMap.en
It does not make sense. I had to do the math again. And again. And again ? And yet it is true : it's been 20 years since Sonia left. It certainly doesn't feel like it's been that long.
It's been 20 years since I lost the only member of my family worthy of the name.

...And at the same time, I'm relieved she does not have to see what's happening every day. I don't have to discuss the news with her. I don't have to explain things I don't have an explanation for (not a satisfying for, at least).