A certain shade of bronze @Jacel@mastodon.social

It's past midnight and the wrong kind of hot.

Positive side: treatment is making skin less ergh.
Negative side: healing is full-body exhausting.

Metal Gear Solid: Tonight I'm Riding A Black Unicorn Down The Side Of An Erupting Volcano.

I'm about 45 minutes into MGSV and I've already said 'what the fuck' four or five times. Normally it takes at least a few hours for a MGS game to get to that point.

Sometimes I think it might be easier to not have skin.

Ow. Ergh. Ow.

One of my favourite tower defence games is A: on Steam (eee) and B: super-cheap for the Steam sale. https://store.steampowered.com/app/298360/Immortal_Defense/

Hooray, nice things. http://www.bbc.com/travel/story/20180624-cwtch-the-hug-invented-by-the-welsh

Dreams of weekend-long escape 'room' games, vampire themed, set in a castle with a focus on exploration and investigation.

Long shower, curl up in bed with music. Done.

Destiny 2 is a meditation on the variety of problems that can be solved by throwing lead at them.

Why, yes, ASUS, i would like to purchase a ROG Sheath! I mean who wouldn't.

(the lava lamp idea is nicer than 'bzzt error incompatible abort abort abort' which about sums up my state of mind lately.)

Random mood: I kind of want to be inside a lava lamp. Warm and floaty and undirected.

When in doubt:

Quesadillas.

I have two and a half months of funding remaining. I think I'll take the next few weeks to just do lazy stuff like biking and reading and learning, and then focus on jobs.

Interview feedback: Not this time, for reasons that are about as expected. The Great Work Continues.

Last night's dream involved going to see a film I'd been really looking forward to seeing, and finding that they'd cast an ex-boyfriend as a minor character who showed up in almost every scene.

I wonder what my brain is trying to tell me.

Mirtazipene has left me exhausted and unable to chase people and stay engaged. I've been trying to do that anyhow because the alternative is to Bask In The Alonefeels, but it's difficult and draining.

Apparently higher doses tend to have less exhaustion as a side effect. We'll see if changes happen.

...I went and had lunch, came back, started from scratch, and immediately got the answer.

Now I'm kicking myself. @_@