short poetry, part iii Show more
short poetry, part ii Show more
short poetry Show more
Whining Show more
The only child experience is so weird. Maybe it’s cool as a child (aside from the loneliness) when everything is about you, and you get all the attention. But that never goes away, even as an adult, it’s still about you. Everything is still on you.
Whining Show more
Crossposting from birbsite since I was reminded of it
As Corvin gets easier to take care of, I think to myself, I can’t believe we’re thinking about doing this all over again with a second child someday. :|
But I do really want to have at least two children. When Stephan and I get old, if things happen to us, I don’t want Corvin to feel like everything depends on him to take care of us.
Basically I don’t want him to feel like I do.
Alcohol Show more
Craving cocoa with peppermint schnapps P:
Suicidal (not me), anxiety and obsessive thoughts (me) Show more
ok I did it, I sent a text
but it had a ): in it
I’m trying to be casual and friendly in case I’m overrreacting but what if ): is trivializing their pain??
brain is just gonna put my thoughts and regrets on loop, cool, here we go
Anyway welcome to stream-of-consciousness toots
Suicidal (not me) Show more
Checking in on friends that might be an active danger to themselves is really?? hard???
I’m sure it’s harder to be going through it than it is to check on them but I have so much anxiety around socializing and this is the hardest thing and I’m overthinking it.
Saying something stupid but well-meaning is probably better than nothing at all but??? what if it’s not???? What if everything????? Is bad??????
Warning about being friends with me Show more
If you hang out at my house and we’re drinking, I will make you watch my favorite Twilight Zone episodes, no exceptions
Colds, just a little gross Show more
Oh good, it’s the eject-all-phlegm-out-of-my-lungs phase of the cold, I’m probably getting better (?)
US politics (~) Show more
u better vote i swear 2 god
you: well, it's November, time for Tha--
me: no https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLVplQ4P0-A
Food Show more
it’s that time of year
Halloween candy for breakfast
I am secretly a cat that has somehow learned to draw and code. she/her. plz save me from twitter ok
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