CoolStar @coolstar@mastodon.social

Hiiiii

It me!

Dang I really pull this off a lot better than last year

my first dress!!!!!!

how well do I pull this off?

no makeup, no HRT, no edits! just portrait mode on my phone

I get this weird feeling where I just want someone to climb on top of me, but then just cuddle

and no one takes their clothes off

oh yeah thanks for the padded bra recommendation @nakedambition!

Hiiiii

It me!

Dang I really pull this off a lot better than last year

new avatar!

Making a discord server... https://discord.gg/yH5Q8B

Server is femboy hooters themed, but everyone of all identities are welcome!

my first dress!!!!!!

how well do I pull this off?

no makeup, no HRT, no edits! just portrait mode on my phone

Got my first dress :D

I SOMEHOW GOT FACEAPP TO GENDER ME AS FEMALE :D

Also the first time I'm wearing a choker and necklace!

got some new clothes to try on :D

still no makeup or HRT...

... but how am I doing?

can we all agree that fluorescent lights are transphobic

I almost pass in a few fem clothes under sunlight or most LEDs, but fluorescent lights really makes my facial hair shadow stuck out

self.age++

‪Dang I guess I really lucked out with the good nail genes‬

‪They’ve gotten far longer than I expected in quarantine (luckily I manicured them well before)‬

‪I can legit see through them next to a LCD screen, and the one on my index finger fits an entire iOS badge and Spotify button‬

though hmm an epilator is something I could get now; and it should be relatively safe

but they're so expensive -.-

really though; I just want them hips, waistline, smoother skin and softer chin already -.-

in other news... after seeing a trans girl's selfies on my twitter, I almost was about to order DIY hrt for myself...

had to back off for a bit there since it's probably not safe for me to do that right now... besides, I should be in a much better position in July...

I don't think I took a single picture of myself at 20 though... I hated how I looked, I hated the clothes my parents chose, and I couldn't stand looking at myself with them

Plenty of pictures of myself at 21 though, as I started getting clothes I actually like :D

Don't have any pics from when I was 20, but I'm 21 now... so close enough?

https://mastodon.social/@coolstar/103887131593118349

It is interesting though now that I'm getting a handle on what my gender identity is

Turns out I can both be a femboy and an enby!

IMO femboys can be cis, or they can be enbies! It's up to each person what they identify as, and that's how it should be!

And femboys can have a little laser, estrogen and raloxefine as a treat :3

As someone who is both a femboy and a person of color, please stop spreading the stereotype of “femboys are racist” as it is a harmful stereotype

Yes there are some nasty racist femboys, but call them out by name and cancel them. Because they deserve to be cancelled

But please don’t lump all femboys in with them, as some of us have been targeted by racism, and the stereotype is just helping the racists by erasing people of color from having identifying as femboys

I'm really dreading having to go back to my parents' place tomorrow :(