Dealing with the hellscape Show more
My anxiety is off the charts lately because it's hard not to think we're all doomed. Meanwhile I must maintain the appearance of calm to keep my job because capitalism means that's the one way to survive.
I am bitter about this.
Living in the hellscape Show more
Wrote long post, deleted it. Sharing the black despair goo inside me isn't going to help anyone.
Singleness Show more
Even the thought of caring about another dude the way I once supported/thought about my ex just exhausts me. I may have to just stay single forever, I am too TIRED for any more supporting of any dude.
Divorce Show more
I'm so happy I dumped my ex and also mad at him for making it necessary. UGH. I'm at a weird stage where I'm just disgusted by the whole ordeal, just pissy and cranky that any of it happened. I assume I will have more mature thoughts at some point, but right now I am just rolling my eyes and making faces like a teenager when he comes up.
Fake hair Show more
Got my wig, been wearing it around the house, taking selfies, getting used to it. it looked SO WEIRD at first... because I'm so used to my sad thin hair. I'm going to a wig stylist this weekend to get the bangs trimmed and then I'm wearing it to work Monday. I'm kinda scared that people will notice.
One of the funniest things ever on ds9 is when Tom Riker is posing as Will Riker and the Big Reveal is him ripping of his sideburns. Someone pitched that idea and everyone in the writers' room was like yeah, that doesn't sound silly at all the audience will totally be like "OMG fake sideburns? That means he's evil." And so they wrote it and filmed it and put it on their show like it wasn't hilarious
Writer, parent, southerner, feminist, believer in a better world. #mefite
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