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I am a walking-talking infohazard and am probably dangerous to your wellbeing. I vacillates between curiosity/playfulness, but even IRL I have trouble with signaling intent.

Subverting the way we model the world can break walls we build to protect ourselves. Breaking my own walls is how I overcome my own fears.

This may enhance triggers in those who have differing fear/disgust responses.

Knowing your emotional limits is not a weakness.

I won't be mad if you unfollow.

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Things I've been absolutely fascinated with: and , , , systems and mechanism / , anything, organizational , theory, , , , theory, , , and , risk reward processing, and the nature of in living systems.

Basically I wanna put sentient robotic ants on mars.

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I'm a computer obsessed autistic nerd w/ executive function disorder. I am effectively agoraphobic. I'm so fucked with anxiety/depression/sensory issues that I can't even manage to get on disability.

I'm living on a donation of $100 a month, and by grace of some girl I met on the internet.

I spend most of my time reading science pubs in quest to fix myself, hundreds a day. I have an operating model of disease that lets me make predictions that end up panning out months+years later.

What do?

Different things using the same words.

Different words used to describe the same things

Singular Words that describe different things in different contexts.

Singular words that describe different things in the same context.

Words that describe the same thing for the same person, but different things to different people.

Words that mean one thing to multiple people, and multiple things to one person.

The courting behavior of the rabbit duck.
youtube.com/watch?v=9Fwi9Di-Rj

Breeding ideas.

MIT, YouTube Show more

Federated social media will out live giants like facebook, twitter. They might have a small user base but that means nothing, they are not run for a profit and a single node going down has little impact on the hole of the network.

And being a for purpose network, it is not left to the mercy of market valuation that has killed so many social networks in the past.

A programmers brain be like:

Watching a presentation on javacsript's event loop the other day and woke up in a fright.

It seems I've solved a bug in some really gnarly code that I've long since deleted.

Is this loss?

youtube.com/watch?v=8aGhZQkoFb

Weaving flesh. Harmonizing a disjoint thread of ideas.

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"Trying to understand the context of the past... words spoken out of time.

Context lost...

Rehydrating lost context: youtu.be/qDkuelnhIQo?t=15m26s

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A different vector. A different path. A dangling thread woven back into the timeline.
mastodon.social/@ultimape/1002

Human + Anthropodermic bibligopegy + Tattoos: A book that writes itself as you read it.

Recapitulating flesh & blood.

Anthropodermic bibliopegy
Removing water from ideas to preserve history.

"The scientists think the tattoo ink was made using soot, and the fact that it is carbon-based allowed the infrared camera to pick it up very strongly. [...] It's interesting, it must be this human phenomenon to want to permanently modify your body. It seems to be very cross-cultural but for a variety of different reasons"
npr.org/sections/thetwo-way/20

Blood and Charcoal.

Carbon dating: how ideas have sex.

Parched. Parchment.
Dried words. Dried ink.
Dried blood.
Dehydrated thoughts.

Breaking minds to rebuild them.
Tearing thoughts to shreds like recycled paper.
Chewing on the pieces, remixing them with your own mouth.
Spitting out a rhyme.
Old ideas reborn to time.
Pulp fiction.

Deconstructing the chaos to find the rhythm among the noise.

Mapping idea space.
Exploring boundaries of another's thought by seeking out influences.

Finding orphaned memes. Ideas with out a mooring.

Novelty: the space between ideas that we know. The edge of chaos. The boundary between what is known, forgotten, or lost.

Rubbing charcoal on an old map to find the impressions. Pen marks of past poets long since faded to time.

Channeling meditation.
Re-hydrating thought.

Ancestry, Divination.

Laminar poetic flow.
"Twist of Time Turning Chaos into Order"
youtube.com/watch?v=Xpx9ES5ia_

Reversing a thought?

Demixing the remix.

unmixed ideas.

"Out of chaos comes order."
Nietzsche, or Saul?

β€œYou must carry a chaos inside you to give birth to a dancing star.”

An Amethyst Rock Star?

Chaffing language.
Harmonizing the offset.
Rubbing out an impression.
Looking at the reflection.

Poking at the idea space.
Signing the carrier frequency.
Imprinting the negative.
Divination of pooled knowledge.
youtube.com/watch?v=UL0bjwj4SV

Thus Spoke Zarathustra? A Book for All and None

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Untimely

youtu.be/OaWAoxqBsvE

Unintentional hobbies:
Nerd:Geek::Freak:Panic.

Freaking out over sentences having multiple interpretations.

Geeking out over sentences having multiple interpretations.

Breaking minds, using mind breaks.

Faking out minds, using mind fakes.

Breaking out minds, using mind brakes.

Feinting a mood.

Fainting: a mood.

Signaling context.
Signaling: context.

Worrying over forms.
Obsessing over forms.

Geeking out of the blue.
Panicking out of the blue.

Falling out of the sky.
Chicken Little.

if you ever find yourself upset with the "current generation's" slang of saying "feels" or "mood" too much just remember the 19th century had this

"Worms, Butterflies and Dandelions. Open source tools for the arts" Show more

Pure cacao taste like what you'd expect bacteria waste would taste like.
youtube.com/watch?v=mUJ0heMcE-

Ambrosia.

100% cacao bars in pure greek yogurt. Praising the microbes.

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/

npr.org/sections/thesalt/2014/

scientificamerican.com/article

"Cocoa has also been shown to improve insulin sensitivity, which Pereira points out could be a related mechanismβ€”both getting a boost from the polyphenols, the antioxidants in cocoa. Research published earlier this year in Endocrine Abstracts showed that polyphenols in chocolate improved insulin sensitivity even in people who did not have diabetes."

Tired: Functional programming makes you a useless programmer commercially because you get used to features that aren't in commercially-used languages

Wired: Functional programming makes you a useless programmer commercially because it's a gateway into building programming languages and therefore mathematical philosophy which reveals that the so-called "objective truth" of mathematics is built upon extremely subjective assumptions.