So I've been trying to deal with the idea that I need money. And returning to being a programmer. And the likelihood that I too have ADHD.
I've been quite poorly the last few years and I need to get better at taking care of myself. I know I can do it but whether I take it seriously is the question.
I want to do a new language or a few new languages. I'd really like to get C, C++ and C# out of the way since I never did what I considered the foundational languages. My main reason is because I want to fool with old school devices. And sensors. I got some weird fetish for sensors.
I'll need to do some data scientist stuff since, well, that's was my bread and butter for so long. Also, excitingly returning to some sys admin. Gosh diddly I love playing with sys admin stuff. I was doing a bit of distributed tech before I left the game and it would be fun to play with that again.
I also wanna cross over my computer programming with Horticulture, Farming, Forestry, Agriculture, Manufacturing, Conservation and Environmentalism. It's important I follow buddhist and climate sensitive principles on my return should I succeed in getting back to work 
I'm also keen to try to incorporate some of my creative life into my tech life for what feels like it would be the first time. Music and drawing are a big part of me and my story. And sport. I should consider some sport stuff. But definitely Big Data and sensors. Fick I love sensors. And robots.