OK RANT'S OVER (or temporarily paused)
for now, i feel comfy enough to speak about these matters, which i normally only share on my diary paper in forms of poems. these subjects might dissapear tho in here. depends.
travelling through VN right now just crystalised certain feelings and meanings. I can pinpoint specific things that used to nag on me in the back of my mind, hurt me somewhere in my body without me comprehending why etc.
Lastly, i'm priviledge bc i'm happy in my bi-cultural self