Once a week progress.
Slow week. Next week there will be a delay before I post new art so expect it in a weekish instead.
My main goal is to be consistent and not stop.
(Sorry, no alt text. I just don't have the energy for putting in a lot of descriptions for WIPs.)
@taylormccue oh my gods, this is everything
Hey, @ohellofedefo, look at this art please
@HauntedOwlbear omg, it totally is tho...
@taylormccue
@ohellofedefo @HauntedOwlbear Thank you for taking a look at game art.
@taylormccue these look rly good, very visceral, am excited for ur game!
@swanchime thank you, its good to hear from you again
@taylormccue its really good to hear from you, I keep missing you when you post and are online but u are in my thoughts frequently and so are your games and your work. life has been extremely cruel to me lately and I am struggling and not okay but maybe someday things will be and until then I will make games about the not ok stuff until it is easier to breathe.
how are you?
@swanchime When you left mastodon for a while, I understood but it's nice to see you back even if social media is a dark forest.
The news about stuff being that bad is kinda terrifying, I hope things change soon and they can go from happening to being things in games.
I am working on games which is enough for me right now.
@taylormccue I think that goal you said about going from things that are happening to things that are in games is really the best thing I can hope for and that seems so much more achievable than "things being Good" I don't need Good I just need a Reasonable Degree of Trauma instead of So Much Trauma I Am In A Hopefully Silent But Psychotic Rage About It At Least Once A Week
but I also found an amazing hole in the wall izakaya that I've been going to after my second job just bc. yk like life has been so fucking horrible every single day that I pay for the fucking Environment more than the food (it's a sushi/tempura place, luckily that's all I can eat so it doesn't even matter most dishes are mid) but. like if spending a little more money makes me a little less likely to kill myself and makes me feel a little more safe at the end of a 13hr work day? bitch (me) just spend the money
@taylormccue realized huge psychosis trigger was neurological with "rage" as like, A Neuro Symptom (with hallucinations) due to attempts to reintroduce gluten into my diet while recovering from hospital... it'll be better now that I Know but it's still. horrible just a relief to know what's been triggering me
@swanchime Hi, sorry about the delay.
I use cold turkey to block social media for my mental health and treat it more like a pen pal system.
I'm glad you figured out whats been triggering you. Mental health is hard.
I think spending money is reasonable to mental health and idk, I think everyone does it because it's part of survival to take care of yourself.
@swanchime Also forgive me if my replies are off, im nervous about social media and just trying to be here and then exit since idk it activates my anxiety